yo there!
long time no blog liao.
lols
psps
ever since came back frm thailand damn lazy 2 blog
hahas.
but anyway
2 summarise thailand
one word:
FUN!
para-sailing, jet ski, banana boat rawkz!
shopping was great too!
all those imitation goods..
hehe
juz had 30/07 chalet as well
but abit sad cos im OFFICIALLY no longer in 30/07 anymore
still
i cant imagine myself feeling sad thruout e chalet
haha
so.. might as well enjoy myself 2 e max!
1 unforgettable thing 2 note is
our little misadventure
wif my, wr n ry
lols
freaky n exciting sia!
getting lost in e park at abt 3 plus am
coolest thing i ever got into!
hahas
anyway
would lyk 2 say
a merry xmas 2 all out there!
enjoy ur christmas!!! =)
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Thursday, November 29, 2007
斗牛要不要？ =）
currently crazy over this new taiwan drama
斗牛要不要
omtian
this show rawkz sia!!!
lee wei n he jun xiang!!!
wah..
da shuai ge leh..
lols
this show is rly great.
MUST WATCH!!!
'你听过篮球拍动地板，
震撼人心的重低音吗？
那是全世界最悦耳的战鼓
引爆无限高昂的斗志
我要跟大家说的故事，
是关于斗牛跟爱情的。
因为篮球，
我认识了爱情的各种面貌，
也因为篮球，
我认识了沈若赫。
一直到认识他，
我才知道，
一颗篮球是怎样改变一场比赛，
是怎样主宰一个人的心跳，
怎样决定两个人的命运。
...............
对我来说，
原来爱情跟斗牛的精神是一样的。
不论你的防守有多严密，
只要我喜欢你，
就一定会找出你的破绽；
突破你；
抄截你；
穿越你；
然后得分。 '
---hebe
跟我来场真心相对的爱情赛事。
斗牛要不要？
ending song for 斗牛要不要
scene's super duper ROMANTIC!!!
OMTIAN.
damn jealous sia.
lols.
Sunday, November 25, 2007
FINALLY.
hey ppl,
rly
rly
sry!!!
i've been rly busy
cos of e marathon thingy
*i mentioned in previous post liao.
9am to 9pm
siao sia!
but overall it was a great working experiance
looking at ppl frm all walks of life
all kinds of attitudes n manners
yupz
kenna scolded on 1st day cos inexperianced
stupid me n tt stupid lady
im not gonna say oops cos i think she went abit overboard
she deserves a slap.
subsequently e ppl were ok
of course, there were v. nice ppl too! =)
i think this cip was e best cip i hv EVER done
SERIOUSLY.
im gonna join nxt yr, both e cip n e marathon sia
looks cool lar!
SUPPORT SCM2008!
backtrack abit...
came back frm mt k
didn't managed 2 conquer mt k
didnt managed 2 go white water rafting. =((
i was SO looking forward 2 it lar! wth.
k shall i start naming all my unfortunate 'injuries'?
day b4 we left, i fell at home
hurt my hip n nearly suffered head concussion
*cos i passed out.. siao lar..
1st day of expdtn..
fell in toilet of rose cabin (boy's dorm)
hurt backbone =( still hurts..
2nd day..
had muscle cramps nearly all e way
muz rly thank yi hang for helping me carry e bag n helping me along e way.
THANK U SO MUCH!!! =)
3rd day..
same thing.. sianz
n oso, i sprained my left foot while descending. =(
4th day..
had food poisoning
vomited twice in e morning
sick sia..
then went to e doc at kinabalu city
returned 2 trekker's lodge
had a fever (38.8)
siao again.
5th day (last day)
ok liao,
juz tt dunno y still giddy
n stomach was pain after taking wat e doc prescribed
(i dun rly trust e doc sia)
yupz..
as u can see
i had e TIME OF MY LIFE
lols.
not being sarcarstic here.
hehe.
v sry 2 worry every1
esp mr chin
im now ok liao.
so thnx a lot!
but anyway, despite all those,
expdtn was fun.
juz wished i could hv seen e sunrise leh.=(
haha.
will do next time!
gtg for now.
will continue 2mrw bah! tata! =p
rly
rly
sry!!!
i've been rly busy
cos of e marathon thingy
*i mentioned in previous post liao.
9am to 9pm
siao sia!
but overall it was a great working experiance
looking at ppl frm all walks of life
all kinds of attitudes n manners
yupz
kenna scolded on 1st day cos inexperianced
stupid me n tt stupid lady
im not gonna say oops cos i think she went abit overboard
she deserves a slap.
subsequently e ppl were ok
of course, there were v. nice ppl too! =)
i think this cip was e best cip i hv EVER done
SERIOUSLY.
im gonna join nxt yr, both e cip n e marathon sia
looks cool lar!
SUPPORT SCM2008!
backtrack abit...
came back frm mt k
didn't managed 2 conquer mt k
didnt managed 2 go white water rafting. =((
i was SO looking forward 2 it lar! wth.
k shall i start naming all my unfortunate 'injuries'?
day b4 we left, i fell at home
hurt my hip n nearly suffered head concussion
*cos i passed out.. siao lar..
1st day of expdtn..
fell in toilet of rose cabin (boy's dorm)
hurt backbone =( still hurts..
2nd day..
had muscle cramps nearly all e way
muz rly thank yi hang for helping me carry e bag n helping me along e way.
THANK U SO MUCH!!! =)
3rd day..
same thing.. sianz
n oso, i sprained my left foot while descending. =(
4th day..
had food poisoning
vomited twice in e morning
sick sia..
then went to e doc at kinabalu city
returned 2 trekker's lodge
had a fever (38.8)
siao again.
5th day (last day)
ok liao,
juz tt dunno y still giddy
n stomach was pain after taking wat e doc prescribed
(i dun rly trust e doc sia)
yupz..
as u can see
i had e TIME OF MY LIFE
lols.
not being sarcarstic here.
hehe.
v sry 2 worry every1
esp mr chin
im now ok liao.
so thnx a lot!
but anyway, despite all those,
expdtn was fun.
juz wished i could hv seen e sunrise leh.=(
haha.
will do next time!
gtg for now.
will continue 2mrw bah! tata! =p
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
weeee.....
ps for e long long wait.
super busy
slacking.
lols.
not exactly lar.
am preparing for mt k expdtn.
woots!
6000 plus metres!
damn cool sia.
or rather damn COLD.
cos i heard e temp can go to abt 0.
totally cool.
i'll be bringing my cam along
so check out e photos when im back.
but then again
e photos will hv to wait for abt 3 days
cos after i reach s'pore at 2 am
i'll spend e 'morning' in sch zzz
then go home slack
then go for CIP e next day
9am - 9pm
lyk omtian lar
im gonna drop dead after everything is over
but at least CIP will be rather interesting
standard charted marathon helpdesk/info counter staff
hehe
i think this will be e coolest CIP i ever done so far
lols.
anyway, gg off for mt k starting on thur
(we'll be spending e nite in sch)
wish me luck! =p
super busy
slacking.
lols.
not exactly lar.
am preparing for mt k expdtn.
woots!
6000 plus metres!
damn cool sia.
or rather damn COLD.
cos i heard e temp can go to abt 0.
totally cool.
i'll be bringing my cam along
so check out e photos when im back.
but then again
e photos will hv to wait for abt 3 days
cos after i reach s'pore at 2 am
i'll spend e 'morning' in sch zzz
then go home slack
then go for CIP e next day
9am - 9pm
lyk omtian lar
im gonna drop dead after everything is over
but at least CIP will be rather interesting
standard charted marathon helpdesk/info counter staff
hehe
i think this will be e coolest CIP i ever done so far
lols.
anyway, gg off for mt k starting on thur
(we'll be spending e nite in sch)
wish me luck! =p
Friday, November 2, 2007
hell's over!!!
WOOTS!!!
PW IS FINALLY OVER!!!
omtian
u dun know how happy i am sia.
no more guan xi wif u-know-hu liao.
damn happy.
but haiz.
im so gonna miss
khui pisang n mooncake
(we rawk!!!)
jy e faggot (maybe? lols. jkjk)
n e sundays we SACRIFICED
for e sake of?
getting an A in pw.
as simple as that.
but nevertheless,
e whole process was as complex as it could get.
wonder how much white hair we hv gained.
lols.
super super damn tired.
had odac endurance training 2day.
i went over my limit liao.
or rather, my own expectations bah.
haha.
super satisfied wif my own performance. =)
wantd 2 use my blog to scold u-know-hu initially.
but now,
im rly rly exhausted.
no strength left liao.
haiz.
2mrw's briefin for sc marathon cip!
dun 4get!!! =)
zzz.............
PW IS FINALLY OVER!!!
omtian
u dun know how happy i am sia.
no more guan xi wif u-know-hu liao.
damn happy.
but haiz.
im so gonna miss
khui pisang n mooncake
(we rawk!!!)
jy e faggot (maybe? lols. jkjk)
n e sundays we SACRIFICED
for e sake of?
getting an A in pw.
as simple as that.
but nevertheless,
e whole process was as complex as it could get.
wonder how much white hair we hv gained.
lols.
super super damn tired.
had odac endurance training 2day.
i went over my limit liao.
or rather, my own expectations bah.
haha.
super satisfied wif my own performance. =)
wantd 2 use my blog to scold u-know-hu initially.
but now,
im rly rly exhausted.
no strength left liao.
haiz.
2mrw's briefin for sc marathon cip!
dun 4get!!! =)
zzz.............
Saturday, October 27, 2007
woots! 1 more year for me!!!
nope.
i dun mean tt im gg to j2.
most of those ppl hu was concerned abt me
during tt period of time already know my
'status', as wat i deemed it to be.
yupz.
its official.
im RETAINED.
BUT
BUT
BUT,
RETAINING =/= GIVING UP
get this right.
getting retained does not mean tt
i have lost hope in myself.
TT WILL NEVER BE POSSIBLE.
i strongly assure you this. =)
but anyway,
after crying for 3 times on thurs,
1 (after vp meeting),
2 (outside g office),
3 (outside op rehersal classroom)
and of course a lot of reflection on my part
im finally back on track.
i've straightened out my thoughts
after drying tt wat-seemed-to-go-on-4ever tears.
no more hidden emotions.
no more unsaid pain.
no more 'brave front'.
it will now be just me and myself alone.
wateva tt i say on this blog will just merely reflect my thoughts
* without filtering =)
1) I AM SERIOUSLY OK.
cos alot of my close frens kept asking me
'are u really ok?'
if u asked me tt on thurs,
i would hv juz cried in front of u.
no doubt abt tt.
so on thurs if u talkd 2 me on msn n asked tt
famous qn of e day,
i juz typed 'yar im ok' and put =)
whereas at home in front of e com,
i was crying lyk siao. alone.
k, tt sounds damn pathetic.
but tt was THURSDAY.
now, im over it liao.
face reality. =)
2) actually,
retaining is better in e long run.
tt was wat i learnt on tt same day.
hvin 1 more chance.
to score distinction in a lvls.
instead of hving 1 more chance to promote
and get C and D for A's.
which of course,
is rather stupid and absurb of me.
why would i want to sacrifice my a lvl juz to promote?
yes, i still think its abit shameful.
but for e sake of gettin a place in NUS,
i MUST get distinctions NO MATTER WAT
obstacles i face.
tts e harsh reality i must face.
and of course,
face it in an optimistic way!
so fellow retainees
dun be sad
cos tt shows we hv one more chance to PROVE our
TRUE CAPABILITIES during A's. =)
3) im so gonna miss 30/07!!!
tts one thing im definitely gonna cry abt.
its really damn sad im not in e same class as u guyz.
i enjoyed every single moment wif u ppl.
frm strangers in april.
to tt busy may.
getting to know e juiciest scandals.
organising chalet in june.
being involved in a huge 'conflict' in july.
talkin 2 u ppl frm cambridge in aug.
chiongin tgt in sept.
facing e music in oct.
all these months.
i did not really cherish e times spent.
u can say tt i took for granted.
which makes me even more reluctant.
but i'll still stay =) and frenz 4ever!
* wouldnt it be weird to think of me as a junior? lols.
so basically.
i sincerely thank and love those ppl hu supported me
throughout e gd times and bad times.
these memories will always be wif me.
4ever.
thank you for creating these unforgettable memories. =)
cheers to a new start, a new destination!
i dun mean tt im gg to j2.
most of those ppl hu was concerned abt me
during tt period of time already know my
'status', as wat i deemed it to be.
yupz.
its official.
im RETAINED.
BUT
BUT
BUT,
RETAINING =/= GIVING UP
get this right.
getting retained does not mean tt
i have lost hope in myself.
TT WILL NEVER BE POSSIBLE.
i strongly assure you this. =)
but anyway,
after crying for 3 times on thurs,
1 (after vp meeting),
2 (outside g office),
3 (outside op rehersal classroom)
and of course a lot of reflection on my part
im finally back on track.
i've straightened out my thoughts
after drying tt wat-seemed-to-go-on-4ever tears.
no more hidden emotions.
no more unsaid pain.
no more 'brave front'.
it will now be just me and myself alone.
wateva tt i say on this blog will just merely reflect my thoughts
* without filtering =)
1) I AM SERIOUSLY OK.
cos alot of my close frens kept asking me
'are u really ok?'
if u asked me tt on thurs,
i would hv juz cried in front of u.
no doubt abt tt.
so on thurs if u talkd 2 me on msn n asked tt
famous qn of e day,
i juz typed 'yar im ok' and put =)
whereas at home in front of e com,
i was crying lyk siao. alone.
k, tt sounds damn pathetic.
but tt was THURSDAY.
now, im over it liao.
face reality. =)
2) actually,
retaining is better in e long run.
tt was wat i learnt on tt same day.
hvin 1 more chance.
to score distinction in a lvls.
instead of hving 1 more chance to promote
and get C and D for A's.
which of course,
is rather stupid and absurb of me.
why would i want to sacrifice my a lvl juz to promote?
yes, i still think its abit shameful.
but for e sake of gettin a place in NUS,
i MUST get distinctions NO MATTER WAT
obstacles i face.
tts e harsh reality i must face.
and of course,
face it in an optimistic way!
so fellow retainees
dun be sad
cos tt shows we hv one more chance to PROVE our
TRUE CAPABILITIES during A's. =)
3) im so gonna miss 30/07!!!
tts one thing im definitely gonna cry abt.
its really damn sad im not in e same class as u guyz.
i enjoyed every single moment wif u ppl.
frm strangers in april.
to tt busy may.
getting to know e juiciest scandals.
organising chalet in june.
being involved in a huge 'conflict' in july.
talkin 2 u ppl frm cambridge in aug.
chiongin tgt in sept.
facing e music in oct.
all these months.
i did not really cherish e times spent.
u can say tt i took for granted.
which makes me even more reluctant.
but i'll still stay =) and frenz 4ever!
* wouldnt it be weird to think of me as a junior? lols.
so basically.
i sincerely thank and love those ppl hu supported me
throughout e gd times and bad times.
these memories will always be wif me.
4ever.
thank you for creating these unforgettable memories. =)
cheers to a new start, a new destination!
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
=) fake or real?
i dunno liao.
getting such shitty results.
trying to put up a brave front all day long.
certainly tired me out.
that fake smile.
those real tears of genuine sadness and disappointment.
it seemed for a moment that no-one understood me.
absolutely no-one.
yes.
but im still aware of my frens around me.
thnx lots for ur encouragement.
but i think the only thing tt can really keep me gg on is
to get promoted successfully.
which desperately needs a miracle right now.
miracles have happened to me many times in my life.
the most recent one being me passing my grade 6 piano exam
taking into account the fact tt i went to cambridge for 2 wks.
i see that as a miracle.
another miracle was my 8 pts.
though i did dreamt of it,
i thot that was just an illusion that i wanted to see badly on my cert.
but no,
it became reality.
so there,
if my life has been full of miracles so far,
god,
please,
let me believe another miracle can happen,
and that i can be promoted successfully.
i dun wanna waste one year of my life lyk this.
i dun wanna regret for e whole year.
i dun wanna become a j1 again.
no way.
please spare me from tt never-ending cycle.
i promise,
that if im given another chance,
i will forgo anime for a month
(dun laugh! anime now is impt to me!)
but tt is if im given another chance.
just one more chance.
to prove myself.
getting such shitty results.
trying to put up a brave front all day long.
certainly tired me out.
that fake smile.
those real tears of genuine sadness and disappointment.
it seemed for a moment that no-one understood me.
absolutely no-one.
yes.
but im still aware of my frens around me.
thnx lots for ur encouragement.
but i think the only thing tt can really keep me gg on is
to get promoted successfully.
which desperately needs a miracle right now.
miracles have happened to me many times in my life.
the most recent one being me passing my grade 6 piano exam
taking into account the fact tt i went to cambridge for 2 wks.
i see that as a miracle.
another miracle was my 8 pts.
though i did dreamt of it,
i thot that was just an illusion that i wanted to see badly on my cert.
but no,
it became reality.
so there,
if my life has been full of miracles so far,
god,
please,
let me believe another miracle can happen,
and that i can be promoted successfully.
i dun wanna waste one year of my life lyk this.
i dun wanna regret for e whole year.
i dun wanna become a j1 again.
no way.
please spare me from tt never-ending cycle.
i promise,
that if im given another chance,
i will forgo anime for a month
(dun laugh! anime now is impt to me!)
but tt is if im given another chance.
just one more chance.
to prove myself.
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
MOVIE!!!
YEAH!!!
went to watch resident evil: extinction
haha.
im so 'brave'.
dotz.
actually its more lyk e opp?!?!
lols.
had fun wif every1
wr, pl, khui pisang, mooncake, yh, reuben, eugene n last but not least
e model couple!!! (bdae boy n u-know-hu)
lols.
jkjk.
we all conspired 2 make the 'couple' sit tgt
lols!
reuben's 'drawing lots' seem to show tt e couple was fated 2 be tgt!!
hehe...
sat wif yh, mooncake and khui pisang.
e 2 siao ppl beside me (ie mooncake n khui) hugging each other n saying
'dawn! its cuming!!!'
WTH LAR!
i was already damn scared liao.
nothing to hold onto except for tt laptop of mine.
bleah.
nxt time muz bring a jacket or a bag so i can hug it.
lesson learnt!
if tt movie was considered as a thriller
i may not be able to survive horror movies liao.
lols.
no kidding.
i felt my heart stopped countless of times throughout e whole show.
=(
every1 laughed at me.
esp mooncake n khui.
- -'''
im super super not brave sia.
haiz.
but overall,
i enjoyed e whole outing!
2mrw's gonna be whole more FUN!!!
building sandcastles at east coast.
woots! =)
lastly, i would lyk to wish jy happy bdae!
hope u had fun!!! =)
went to watch resident evil: extinction
haha.
im so 'brave'.
dotz.
actually its more lyk e opp?!?!
lols.
had fun wif every1
wr, pl, khui pisang, mooncake, yh, reuben, eugene n last but not least
e model couple!!! (bdae boy n u-know-hu)
lols.
jkjk.
we all conspired 2 make the 'couple' sit tgt
lols!
reuben's 'drawing lots' seem to show tt e couple was fated 2 be tgt!!
hehe...
sat wif yh, mooncake and khui pisang.
e 2 siao ppl beside me (ie mooncake n khui) hugging each other n saying
'dawn! its cuming!!!'
WTH LAR!
i was already damn scared liao.
nothing to hold onto except for tt laptop of mine.
bleah.
nxt time muz bring a jacket or a bag so i can hug it.
lesson learnt!
if tt movie was considered as a thriller
i may not be able to survive horror movies liao.
lols.
no kidding.
i felt my heart stopped countless of times throughout e whole show.
=(
every1 laughed at me.
esp mooncake n khui.
- -'''
im super super not brave sia.
haiz.
but overall,
i enjoyed e whole outing!
2mrw's gonna be whole more FUN!!!
building sandcastles at east coast.
woots! =)
lastly, i would lyk to wish jy happy bdae!
hope u had fun!!! =)
Thursday, October 4, 2007
its summer time!
k.
who m i kidding sia.
singapore's always summer.
lols.
seems lyk i lost my sense of humour le.
haiz.
but anyway
exams are FINALLY over.
but of course.
hell's coming soon for me.
haiz.
hope i dun 死到 so 惨.
today's supposed to be a day of happiness for me.
but why did i not really enjoy it lyk i do over these past few years?
something's weird.
very weird.
is it a premonition that something bad's going to happen?
i dun wanna wake up to reality anymore.
pls juz let me sleep and dream my whole life away.
who m i kidding sia.
singapore's always summer.
lols.
seems lyk i lost my sense of humour le.
haiz.
but anyway
exams are FINALLY over.
but of course.
hell's coming soon for me.
haiz.
hope i dun 死到 so 惨.
today's supposed to be a day of happiness for me.
but why did i not really enjoy it lyk i do over these past few years?
something's weird.
very weird.
is it a premonition that something bad's going to happen?
i dun wanna wake up to reality anymore.
pls juz let me sleep and dream my whole life away.
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
sad. let the tears flow.
sad.
super sad.
wat muz i do 2 see you again?
i miss the old jabba.
i miss the calling of princess fiona.
i miss being tt slime ogress.
you are not who you are now.
no way.
please.
stop putting me in such a situation.
im breaking down le.
seeing the tears roll down.
is it worth it?
wat use is it?
u can't see the pain im gg thru now.
i juz want to go back to the first 4 months.
that period of time.
that period of perfect friendship.
please.
i know i have to earn back that trust i lost.
but u have to give me a chance.
how can i prove myself?
stressed.
bad headache.
banning myself from e com 2mrw onwards.
anything juz sms me bah.
if not.
mugging period's here.
omtian.
god help me.
i need 2 juz chiong for 2 wks.
then im off to hols! =)
CONCENTRATION.
jiayou bah ppl!
n of course, myself too.
jiayou, dawni3.
jiayou, princess fiona.
super sad.
wat muz i do 2 see you again?
i miss the old jabba.
i miss the calling of princess fiona.
i miss being tt slime ogress.
you are not who you are now.
no way.
please.
stop putting me in such a situation.
im breaking down le.
seeing the tears roll down.
is it worth it?
wat use is it?
u can't see the pain im gg thru now.
i juz want to go back to the first 4 months.
that period of time.
that period of perfect friendship.
please.
i know i have to earn back that trust i lost.
but u have to give me a chance.
how can i prove myself?
stressed.
bad headache.
banning myself from e com 2mrw onwards.
anything juz sms me bah.
if not.
mugging period's here.
omtian.
god help me.
i need 2 juz chiong for 2 wks.
then im off to hols! =)
CONCENTRATION.
jiayou bah ppl!
n of course, myself too.
jiayou, dawni3.
jiayou, princess fiona.
Thursday, August 30, 2007
no more com for me!
time to get my priorties right
no more com for me
at least until my piano exam is over
so ppl hu wanna talk 2 me
sms me or
juz talk 2 me in sch!
but i'll be online for PW though.
haha.
cheers. =)
no more com for me
at least until my piano exam is over
so ppl hu wanna talk 2 me
sms me or
juz talk 2 me in sch!
but i'll be online for PW though.
haha.
cheers. =)
Monday, August 27, 2007
RC OUTING!!!! <3
hey ppl!
woohoo!
our outing was cool sia..
went to eat pepper lunch (omtian, again!)
another $10 gone.
then we walked arnd
n we met up wif shitien, melvin n yanru
they went for lunch
while...
we went for ICE-CREAM!
ahhhh....
im gg 2 gain weight soon le.. =(
then cum e best part.
we were debating whether to watch 'dead silence'
or 'hairspray'
bryan n ts were trying to persuade us to watch dead silence wif them
piang
i so easily freaked out
even in day time
dead silence as a horror movie is a definite no-no sia.
they say im frm odac
so i shld be more brave
pls lar!
odac is one thing.
being strong spiritually is another thing!
esp now 7th month..
brr...
dun wanna take e risk sia.
IM NOT CHICKEN!!!
but anyways,
glad tt i chose hairspray
HAIRSPRAY SO RAWKZ SIA!!!!!
5stars!!!!!!
ZAC EFRON IS SO SHUAI!!!!!
my new idol. =)
e show was really nice
it was rather light-heartening
made all of us laugh lyk siao
clarence say i noisy
but hey,
e show's funny!
dun i hv e right to laugh at my own will?
kk
nvm
back to e topic.
when our grp all came out frm e show,
we were all laughing n saying wow.
this show so rawkz.
n get this right.
when e 'dead silence' ppl came out,
they were DEAD SILENT!!
OMTIAN
lmao!!!
all freaked out
esp bryan
hu was also e same person hu said to me
'PG only wat'
'only have some disturbing scenes'
lols
n he said he was freaked out by e show!
see the irony?!
thnk god i didnt watch dead silence sia.
but anyway ppl,
if u wanna catch a movie,
go see
HAIRSPRAY*****
its really funny.
really.
n girls, zac efron looks really shuai!
kk
official le.
my 2 idols now are SHAWN n ZAC EFRON!
haha..=D
back to e mugging state. =(
so lookin forward to after promos.
i wanna go for another outing!!!
shama lar! =p
till then..
haiz.. =(
woohoo!
our outing was cool sia..
went to eat pepper lunch (omtian, again!)
another $10 gone.
then we walked arnd
n we met up wif shitien, melvin n yanru
they went for lunch
while...
we went for ICE-CREAM!
ahhhh....
im gg 2 gain weight soon le.. =(
then cum e best part.
we were debating whether to watch 'dead silence'
or 'hairspray'
bryan n ts were trying to persuade us to watch dead silence wif them
piang
i so easily freaked out
even in day time
dead silence as a horror movie is a definite no-no sia.
they say im frm odac
so i shld be more brave
pls lar!
odac is one thing.
being strong spiritually is another thing!
esp now 7th month..
brr...
dun wanna take e risk sia.
IM NOT CHICKEN!!!
but anyways,
glad tt i chose hairspray
HAIRSPRAY SO RAWKZ SIA!!!!!
5stars!!!!!!
ZAC EFRON IS SO SHUAI!!!!!
my new idol. =)
e show was really nice
it was rather light-heartening
made all of us laugh lyk siao
clarence say i noisy
but hey,
e show's funny!
dun i hv e right to laugh at my own will?
kk
nvm
back to e topic.
when our grp all came out frm e show,
we were all laughing n saying wow.
this show so rawkz.
n get this right.
when e 'dead silence' ppl came out,
they were DEAD SILENT!!
OMTIAN
lmao!!!
all freaked out
esp bryan
hu was also e same person hu said to me
'PG only wat'
'only have some disturbing scenes'
lols
n he said he was freaked out by e show!
see the irony?!
thnk god i didnt watch dead silence sia.
but anyway ppl,
if u wanna catch a movie,
go see
HAIRSPRAY*****
its really funny.
really.
n girls, zac efron looks really shuai!
kk
official le.
my 2 idols now are SHAWN n ZAC EFRON!
haha..=D
back to e mugging state. =(
so lookin forward to after promos.
i wanna go for another outing!!!
shama lar! =p
till then..
haiz.. =(
Sunday, August 26, 2007
crappin' again..
hurray!
im gg out 2mrw!
our very 1st reach cambridge outing!!!
lols
quite sad though cos not every1 can make it =(
boohoo..
IM SO HAPPY TT SHAWN WON!!!!!!!!!!
lols..
i went quite siao esp when they announced shawn is the winner.
haha..
how feng can i be sia..
gg gaga over a boy 4yrs my junior..
but hey!
HE'S DAMN CUTE! =p
also congrats to keely!
*if not sum1 say i bias sia.. o.O
she's damn pro man...
went thru e whole journey..
its not easy at all..
n of course,
she's extremely CHIO!
nope, im not jealous!
cum on, i'll never be jealous cos of sum1's looks!
only immature ppl will think tt way.
hahas!
im zi-kua ing myself again
talkin crap.
cleared sum hmwk tt was rather urgent.
went berserk over EOM draft 3
omtian.
wanted to tear e paper le..
but..
'dun get angry, get wise!'
as quoted frm a bai-chi!
lols
hope he doesnt read this! =p
so tt leaves studying for bio spa n completing math
plus revision
omtian
no way i can take piano exam le
though its lyk in 9 days n counting!!
i think im juz gonna hv 2 give up.
really sorry, gina.
but i can't.
im admitting defeat le.
so looking forward to 2mrw!
hope we guyz hv fun!
then its back to the MUGGING state.
can't wait for november..
wanna get this done and over with..
get promoted can le.. =)
is tt too much to ask of me?!
im gg out 2mrw!
our very 1st reach cambridge outing!!!
lols
quite sad though cos not every1 can make it =(
boohoo..
IM SO HAPPY TT SHAWN WON!!!!!!!!!!
lols..
i went quite siao esp when they announced shawn is the winner.
haha..
how feng can i be sia..
gg gaga over a boy 4yrs my junior..
but hey!
HE'S DAMN CUTE! =p
also congrats to keely!
*if not sum1 say i bias sia.. o.O
she's damn pro man...
went thru e whole journey..
its not easy at all..
n of course,
she's extremely CHIO!
nope, im not jealous!
cum on, i'll never be jealous cos of sum1's looks!
only immature ppl will think tt way.
hahas!
im zi-kua ing myself again
talkin crap.
cleared sum hmwk tt was rather urgent.
went berserk over EOM draft 3
omtian.
wanted to tear e paper le..
but..
'dun get angry, get wise!'
as quoted frm a bai-chi!
lols
hope he doesnt read this! =p
so tt leaves studying for bio spa n completing math
plus revision
omtian
no way i can take piano exam le
though its lyk in 9 days n counting!!
i think im juz gonna hv 2 give up.
really sorry, gina.
but i can't.
im admitting defeat le.
so looking forward to 2mrw!
hope we guyz hv fun!
then its back to the MUGGING state.
can't wait for november..
wanna get this done and over with..
get promoted can le.. =)
is tt too much to ask of me?!
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
ahhhhhh!!!!!!!
omtian!!! keely's quite chio!!! SHAWN IS DAMN CUTE!!!!!!!!!! ha.. next time my bro muz either be as cute or cuter than him.. haha! e 2 shawns!! =p here's some pics of campus superstar ppl!! =)
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Thursday, August 16, 2007
photos!
shitien, me n sabrina!
me n sarah! =p
small grp photo at genzyme!!!
PUNTING!!!! OMTIAN... SO LOVE PUNTING...
grp photo at botanical gardens!!! love e scenery there!!!Tuesday, August 14, 2007
IM BAAAACCCCCKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omtian
im back le
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
I WANNA STAY AT CAMBRIDGE!!!!!!
life there was lyk heaven
after lessons (which was interesting n very slack) was juz
FUN
FUN
and
FUN
all that SHOPPING!!
enjoyed myself thoroughly there
hahas
i miss cam le!!!
='(
bought loads of stuff..
dad n mum didn't scold me for spending too much
though they laughed when they saw
e 8 packets of instant pasta i brought back frm cam
=p
they said i was siao
lol
i think i didnt buy enuf souvieners though
piang
but at cam i gain lots of extra knowledge
lots of new frens *shama!
n of course
a NEW dawn
yupz
jy dun faint if u see tt i changed hor
hmm..
but overall
e new me's much better
n hopefully
now i hv matured
into a more sensible person
yupz
so see u guyz in sch!
hopefully can hv a cambridge gang outing after promos
haha
SHAMA!!!
i so miss cambridge...
im back le
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
I WANNA STAY AT CAMBRIDGE!!!!!!
life there was lyk heaven
after lessons (which was interesting n very slack) was juz
FUN
FUN
and
FUN
all that SHOPPING!!
enjoyed myself thoroughly there
hahas
i miss cam le!!!
='(
bought loads of stuff..
dad n mum didn't scold me for spending too much
though they laughed when they saw
e 8 packets of instant pasta i brought back frm cam
=p
they said i was siao
lol
i think i didnt buy enuf souvieners though
piang
but at cam i gain lots of extra knowledge
lots of new frens *shama!
n of course
a NEW dawn
yupz
jy dun faint if u see tt i changed hor
hmm..
but overall
e new me's much better
n hopefully
now i hv matured
into a more sensible person
yupz
so see u guyz in sch!
hopefully can hv a cambridge gang outing after promos
haha
SHAMA!!!
i so miss cambridge...
Sunday, August 12, 2007
o my.. its sat already!!!
dear me
its sat liao
die lar
hvnt studied for bio test
piang
I DUN WANNA FAIL!!!
no way
shall chiong on e plane
o i bought LOADS of stuff man
u wun believe it
all e things tt i bought
damn scared not enuf space in my luggage
my food has already taken up 3/4 of my luggage capacity
time for odac action!
tryin desperately to flatten my clothes
n rolled some of them up too
haha
odac really taught me lots of stuff i nvr knew
im finally known as a shopping queen
i spent abt hmmm
300£ liao?!
yupz
if im not wrong
or maybe more
piang
dad n mum's gonna kill me
bought alot of tops n a dress n a HAT!!
omtian..
SO LOVE TT HAT
of course i oso bought souvenirs for my family
tea leaves n coffee
slurp!
bought chocs too!!!
lucky for ts
otherwise i would hv oversplurged again
1 more interesting thing
i went PUNTING!!!!
lyk finally
i've always wanted to go punting since day 1
SO FUN!!!
i hv a video of me trying to row e boat
COOL sia
n when i was on e boat,
i immediately thot of kayaking
piang
i really miss kayaking
last thing
jy u might want to know
i finally encountered sum1 hu kept my temper in control for a full whole day
wonder how he did it
but anyway
it's still a miracle
WHOPEE!
im not trying to be demure
but juz be an ordinary girl
no worries
except tt when i get back
i need 2 settle sum matters wif a matured mindset
hope things turn out well n smooth!
o n don't look shock if u see photos of me in a dress..
cos i'm wearing for formal wear 2mrw!
gtg eat dinner b4 playing tennis wif ts le..
c u guyz soon!!!
enjoying my last few days in cambridge..=(
its sat liao
die lar
hvnt studied for bio test
piang
I DUN WANNA FAIL!!!
no way
shall chiong on e plane
o i bought LOADS of stuff man
u wun believe it
all e things tt i bought
damn scared not enuf space in my luggage
my food has already taken up 3/4 of my luggage capacity
time for odac action!
tryin desperately to flatten my clothes
n rolled some of them up too
haha
odac really taught me lots of stuff i nvr knew
im finally known as a shopping queen
i spent abt hmmm
300£ liao?!
yupz
if im not wrong
or maybe more
piang
dad n mum's gonna kill me
bought alot of tops n a dress n a HAT!!
omtian..
SO LOVE TT HAT
of course i oso bought souvenirs for my family
tea leaves n coffee
slurp!
bought chocs too!!!
lucky for ts
otherwise i would hv oversplurged again
1 more interesting thing
i went PUNTING!!!!
lyk finally
i've always wanted to go punting since day 1
SO FUN!!!
i hv a video of me trying to row e boat
COOL sia
n when i was on e boat,
i immediately thot of kayaking
piang
i really miss kayaking
last thing
jy u might want to know
i finally encountered sum1 hu kept my temper in control for a full whole day
wonder how he did it
but anyway
it's still a miracle
WHOPEE!
im not trying to be demure
but juz be an ordinary girl
no worries
except tt when i get back
i need 2 settle sum matters wif a matured mindset
hope things turn out well n smooth!
o n don't look shock if u see photos of me in a dress..
cos i'm wearing for formal wear 2mrw!
gtg eat dinner b4 playing tennis wif ts le..
c u guyz soon!!!
enjoying my last few days in cambridge..=(
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
finally a NEW post!!
yo ppl
miss u guyz lotz!
im counting down e days of
1) seeing u ppl again!!!
2) dooms day *omtian all e hmwk n tests?!
3) leaving cambridge =(
piang
damn sad lar
SO MUCH HMWK
really scared can't catch up
anyway,
2day, im doin on breast cancer genetics
hurray!
finally sumthing tt im interested in
since its part of my future research field
unlike ytdy's lec which was a lot on PHYSICS
omtian
i wanted 2 shout
hullo.. im a bio student
not PHYSICS
wateva quantum theory doesnt apply to me
its ALIEN to me!
hahas
nearly fell asleep on lec again
seems lyk i always hv tt habit
lol
e trip to london was lyk total waste of money
RJ paid for e same amt n they had a double deck open view bus
they went to e london eye n big bang n went shoppin
N THEY BOUGHT SHOES FOR 5 PUNDS EACH!!!
OMTIAN
pathetic me
im so gonna go on a shopping spree this sat (our free day!)
bought gifts for mum,shawn,grandparents,wr,zl,pl so far
haha
will still buy on sat for e rest of e class n odac ppl!
gosh
i think i really missed out a lot on odac
=(
i took loads of pics but
i will be needing ch's com which is lyk being passed arnd by e girls
lol
btw i seen ch's gf
hmm
i find her ok
looks still ok
not yet to chio bu standard
shen cai damn good sia
haha
go imagine
o 1 last thing
their instant noodle rawkz sia
esp ham n cheese flavour!!!
damn nice.
i shall buy back at least 8 bowls
o n i bought microwaveable spaghetti n dunno-wat-meat-is-tt which comes with mash potato
yum
we'll be lookin out on Aug 12 for meteor shower n hvin an outdoor picnic (we bought PIZZA!)
things r gg quite well
except for sumthing which er i cant confirm
hmm
hopefully things will turn out alright!
gtg le!
tada! =)
*missing u guyz lotz...
miss u guyz lotz!
im counting down e days of
1) seeing u ppl again!!!
2) dooms day *omtian all e hmwk n tests?!
3) leaving cambridge =(
piang
damn sad lar
SO MUCH HMWK
really scared can't catch up
anyway,
2day, im doin on breast cancer genetics
hurray!
finally sumthing tt im interested in
since its part of my future research field
unlike ytdy's lec which was a lot on PHYSICS
omtian
i wanted 2 shout
hullo.. im a bio student
not PHYSICS
wateva quantum theory doesnt apply to me
its ALIEN to me!
hahas
nearly fell asleep on lec again
seems lyk i always hv tt habit
lol
e trip to london was lyk total waste of money
RJ paid for e same amt n they had a double deck open view bus
they went to e london eye n big bang n went shoppin
N THEY BOUGHT SHOES FOR 5 PUNDS EACH!!!
OMTIAN
pathetic me
im so gonna go on a shopping spree this sat (our free day!)
bought gifts for mum,shawn,grandparents,wr,zl,pl so far
haha
will still buy on sat for e rest of e class n odac ppl!
gosh
i think i really missed out a lot on odac
=(
i took loads of pics but
i will be needing ch's com which is lyk being passed arnd by e girls
lol
btw i seen ch's gf
hmm
i find her ok
looks still ok
not yet to chio bu standard
shen cai damn good sia
haha
go imagine
o 1 last thing
their instant noodle rawkz sia
esp ham n cheese flavour!!!
damn nice.
i shall buy back at least 8 bowls
o n i bought microwaveable spaghetti n dunno-wat-meat-is-tt which comes with mash potato
yum
we'll be lookin out on Aug 12 for meteor shower n hvin an outdoor picnic (we bought PIZZA!)
things r gg quite well
except for sumthing which er i cant confirm
hmm
hopefully things will turn out alright!
gtg le!
tada! =)
*missing u guyz lotz...
Sunday, August 5, 2007
1st part emo-ing, then back 2 reality
heys..
hvnt been updating my blog lately
hahas
was quite BUSY for e past 2 (or 3?) days
omtian
i've suddenly became SO ACTIVE here
played frisbee, tennis and 'pepsi cola' during the evenings
in other words
i've been SLACKING
had lessons yesterday on proteomics
omtian
it was ALIEN
except for e intro part (amino acids stuff)
piang
i hvnt been startin on e proj tt we r supposed 2 complete by e 2nd last day
which is lyk 8 days away?!
dear me..
despite the active schedule here
i also had a quiet moment by the pond to sit down n reflect
yeah
so-called reflect
it became emo-ing
i thot back 2 e past events tt happened before i left
really
really
i felt ALONE
all of a sudden
i couldnt control my emotions
wanted 2 just cry
but i couldnt
cos ch n gang were nearby
dun want them 2 think i was weak little dawn
ha
sounds retard
lookin at wr's blog made me even worse
sorry
but it did
thinking of myself being potrayed as sum1, sumthing else
was really unbearable
IM NOT WHAT U THINK I AM
y do ppl see as if i started it?
it was juz a misunderstanding
there were sum qns tt also made me a victim
made me wanna cry
but no
no-one was there for me
great
i've been looked upon as a BAD GURL
no more innocent dawn
its e devil who's here to take over
i think it would be rather unfair if i juz blurt out tt sumthing tt happened
in addition to wat u ppl know
so i think i'll juz try to 4get abt it
though i really felt tt i was insulted
seriously insulted
ok
no more emo-ing le
back to reality
im now in cambridge
which gives me (n tt 2 ppl n every1 else) plenty of time 2 4get abt it
pls
dun ever give me a look tt's pitiful
u dun know wat im gg thru right now
im determined 2 4get everything
so help me erase tt awful past tt happened
im not as bad as u think i am
but at least getting myself busy wun let me think abt him
i can temporary 4get abt him
slowly
i believe i can 4get everything
i will be able to let him go
face it, girl
u can never hold onto him
so juz let go.
ok emo finish le
gtg
back to e cheerful dawn! =)
miss u guyz loads!!!
hvnt been updating my blog lately
hahas
was quite BUSY for e past 2 (or 3?) days
omtian
i've suddenly became SO ACTIVE here
played frisbee, tennis and 'pepsi cola' during the evenings
in other words
i've been SLACKING
had lessons yesterday on proteomics
omtian
it was ALIEN
except for e intro part (amino acids stuff)
piang
i hvnt been startin on e proj tt we r supposed 2 complete by e 2nd last day
which is lyk 8 days away?!
dear me..
despite the active schedule here
i also had a quiet moment by the pond to sit down n reflect
yeah
so-called reflect
it became emo-ing
i thot back 2 e past events tt happened before i left
really
really
i felt ALONE
all of a sudden
i couldnt control my emotions
wanted 2 just cry
but i couldnt
cos ch n gang were nearby
dun want them 2 think i was weak little dawn
ha
sounds retard
lookin at wr's blog made me even worse
sorry
but it did
thinking of myself being potrayed as sum1, sumthing else
was really unbearable
IM NOT WHAT U THINK I AM
y do ppl see as if i started it?
it was juz a misunderstanding
there were sum qns tt also made me a victim
made me wanna cry
but no
no-one was there for me
great
i've been looked upon as a BAD GURL
no more innocent dawn
its e devil who's here to take over
i think it would be rather unfair if i juz blurt out tt sumthing tt happened
in addition to wat u ppl know
so i think i'll juz try to 4get abt it
though i really felt tt i was insulted
seriously insulted
ok
no more emo-ing le
back to reality
im now in cambridge
which gives me (n tt 2 ppl n every1 else) plenty of time 2 4get abt it
pls
dun ever give me a look tt's pitiful
u dun know wat im gg thru right now
im determined 2 4get everything
so help me erase tt awful past tt happened
im not as bad as u think i am
but at least getting myself busy wun let me think abt him
i can temporary 4get abt him
slowly
i believe i can 4get everything
i will be able to let him go
face it, girl
u can never hold onto him
so juz let go.
ok emo finish le
gtg
back to e cheerful dawn! =)
miss u guyz loads!!!
Saturday, August 4, 2007
Thursday, August 2, 2007
ok first the pics!!!
today was a great day
we had a morning lecture
which was basically not of interest for me
cos it was on astrology
abt dust particles.
boo.
was really bored to tears.
then we were introduced 2 our tutor.
ok this part's interesting!
its...
ANOTHER DAWN!!!
lols
how interestin
hahas..
she was really nice
we had choc muffins n water DURING lesson
no offence but
CAN WE BE LIKE THEM??
hvin food n drinks is really really cool
moe shld try to implement sia
lols
moe shld try to implement sia
lols
ok.. up next
our trip 2 cambridge town again!!!
we visited the king's chapel
muz agree tt its really huge n grand
n we walked arn e town (supposedly small)
for abt 3hrs!!!
wow
my legs were aching
lols
then when we got back
we were pretty bored
so after dinner
we went for a walk
damn shiok
cos it aids digestion
n
we got to enjoy nature
so we walked arn e campus
a nature walk really
haha
then we played frisbee
damn fun sia
nvr really had this kind of fun for damn long
lols
ch was displaying 'counciller' qualities
tryin 2 be enthu n all
geng yuan was hurt
BY MISS WILLIAMS!!!
lol
but dun worry
he was not disfigured
lols
after tt, guess where we went?
THE BAR!!!
haha..
no alcohol though
but e spirited water was damn bitter
bleh..
made lots of new frens today =)
hahas
really happy
im chillin!! =p
more updates 2mrw!
miss u guyz lotz..
*omtian.. at this rate i no need study le.. lols.. n im feeding cows 2mrw.. =p
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
cambridge 1st day!!!
ok ppl.. here's e long awaited update on me at CAMBRIDGE!!!
hahas..
1stly, weather here's abit chilly..
yupz..
11 dgs..
cooler than normal aircon.. =)
environment
V ARTISTIC
all e buildings here are SO OLD!!!
naturally the building structure is really artistic..
really cool.
will try upload photos taken asap (by 2nite? now's morning!)
living conditions
bedroom V SMALL!!!
but cosy
haha.. n im sleepin alone!
im SO BRAVE =)
miss u guyz lotz!
wun name them if not later all cum looking for me..
but yes zhilin.. u r one of them.
ha u muz be laughing lyk siao now.
wish u ppl were here..
wenrou peilin gina mingyue khuibin jabba(i muz be mad) eugene (same here) yi herng lirong all odacians n everyone hu i noe!
hope to see u guyz soon! tt will be 2wks later.. piang.. i will go mad..hahas..
do chk for updates kk?
signin off,
dAwNi3 =)
*btw e food's great.. n ex too! love e salad=)
hahas..
1stly, weather here's abit chilly..
yupz..
11 dgs..
cooler than normal aircon.. =)
environment
V ARTISTIC
all e buildings here are SO OLD!!!
naturally the building structure is really artistic..
really cool.
will try upload photos taken asap (by 2nite? now's morning!)
living conditions
bedroom V SMALL!!!
but cosy
haha.. n im sleepin alone!
im SO BRAVE =)
miss u guyz lotz!
wun name them if not later all cum looking for me..
but yes zhilin.. u r one of them.
ha u muz be laughing lyk siao now.
wish u ppl were here..
wenrou peilin gina mingyue khuibin jabba(i muz be mad) eugene (same here) yi herng lirong all odacians n everyone hu i noe!
hope to see u guyz soon! tt will be 2wks later.. piang.. i will go mad..hahas..
do chk for updates kk?
signin off,
dAwNi3 =)
*btw e food's great.. n ex too! love e salad=)
Monday, July 30, 2007
light after dark, dawn after dusk =)
everything's settled
finally
i feel much lighter now
to you-know-who:
i think u shld know le..
anyway
i decided 2 give up
though its hard n takes time
i will accomplish de
staying as frens is gd enuf le=)
im really fine now
really.
finally
i feel much lighter now
to you-know-who:
i think u shld know le..
anyway
i decided 2 give up
though its hard n takes time
i will accomplish de
staying as frens is gd enuf le=)
im really fine now
really.
Sunday, July 29, 2007
im really sorry
Sorry seems to be the hardest word to say
but i think i owe him one
i admit i did tell her alot lyk e dessert/milo thing
but i didnt tell her abt tt thing which u told me alone n no-one else.
i SWEAR.
serious.
cos in e first place,
I DUN DARE TO SAY.
lyk hullo..
im e ONLY person hu know lei
no one has ever entrusted such a thing to me lar.
so there's e responsibility.
im not as irresponsible lyk sum ppl (u-know-hu)
i see the dire consequences if i do leak out.
i do hv logical reasoning k.
but pls dun b mad at me k?
its ok if u dun ever tell me anything.
juz hope u dun be angry wif me can le.
or perhapes tts too much for me to ask of u?
but nevertheless
thanx for trusting in me at least once
really.
i appreciate it alot.
im not giving any excuse here.
so juz wanna admit
I'M REALLY SORRY
pls dun b mad le. =)
*if slappin me reduces ur anger, go ahead.
i think i deserve it.
and the tears keep falling.
but i think i owe him one
i admit i did tell her alot lyk e dessert/milo thing
but i didnt tell her abt tt thing which u told me alone n no-one else.
i SWEAR.
serious.
cos in e first place,
I DUN DARE TO SAY.
lyk hullo..
im e ONLY person hu know lei
no one has ever entrusted such a thing to me lar.
so there's e responsibility.
im not as irresponsible lyk sum ppl (u-know-hu)
i see the dire consequences if i do leak out.
i do hv logical reasoning k.
but pls dun b mad at me k?
its ok if u dun ever tell me anything.
juz hope u dun be angry wif me can le.
or perhapes tts too much for me to ask of u?
but nevertheless
thanx for trusting in me at least once
really.
i appreciate it alot.
im not giving any excuse here.
so juz wanna admit
I'M REALLY SORRY
pls dun b mad le. =)
*if slappin me reduces ur anger, go ahead.
i think i deserve it.
and the tears keep falling.
Saturday, July 28, 2007
countdown 2 days...
o man..
flying off REAL soon
omtian..
preparation notes-not done (u know how thick it is)
hmwk-not done
muz chiong 2mrw
packing-not done
e 'truth' thingy-not done N not prepared..
omtian..
lyk who on earth will be lar?!
i dun think i even have e courage to say
even when i was telling u ppl tt i wanna do face-to-face
believe me..
its REALLY hard.
really.
or should i juz keep things this way?
im super scared tt after i say then everything's gonna change
he wun dare to talk or look at me le..
i bet he wun even dare sit next to me anymore
our friendship will be GONE in a puff of smoke
many ppl told me i deserve better
do i really?
why do i keep hanging on to him?
tell me why.
he's a total mugger..
crazy abt sumthing tt im not as passionate abt
e total opp of me.
apparently his character is lyk almost mister perfect
me?
sum1 juz not worth mentioning.
see the great diff between us?
maybe i shld juz let go.
maybe winning in the academic area is enough for me when playing tt GAME
maybe i will feel less pressurised
maybe.
but nevertheless..
im getting excited
england!
here i come!
*to all j1 odacians.. jiayou for 2 star course! will miss u guys lots at cambridge de.. esp gina!! =p
---fvhfof, l mjlf v
flying off REAL soon
omtian..
preparation notes-not done (u know how thick it is)
hmwk-not done
muz chiong 2mrw
packing-not done
e 'truth' thingy-not done N not prepared..
omtian..
lyk who on earth will be lar?!
i dun think i even have e courage to say
even when i was telling u ppl tt i wanna do face-to-face
believe me..
its REALLY hard.
really.
or should i juz keep things this way?
im super scared tt after i say then everything's gonna change
he wun dare to talk or look at me le..
i bet he wun even dare sit next to me anymore
our friendship will be GONE in a puff of smoke
many ppl told me i deserve better
do i really?
why do i keep hanging on to him?
tell me why.
he's a total mugger..
crazy abt sumthing tt im not as passionate abt
e total opp of me.
apparently his character is lyk almost mister perfect
me?
sum1 juz not worth mentioning.
see the great diff between us?
maybe i shld juz let go.
maybe winning in the academic area is enough for me when playing tt GAME
maybe i will feel less pressurised
maybe.
but nevertheless..
im getting excited
england!
here i come!
*to all j1 odacians.. jiayou for 2 star course! will miss u guys lots at cambridge de.. esp gina!! =p
---fvhfof, l mjlf v
Thursday, July 26, 2007
4 days..n counting
i don't even realize how fast time is slipping by
can time stop?
i suddenly feel quite scared
afraid cos parents n frens not around
reluctant cos im gonna miss u guyz
hmm..
wonder how's life gonna be lyk there..
I DUN WANNA BE BRANDED AS INTELLECTUALLY CHALLENGED
so muz chiong
muz work hard
muz catch up wif you
hvnt packed my bag yet
piang
my piano how?!
can i pack into my bag too?
im gonna take photos of my family and class 30/07
then i can bring the memories there too
hope i dun cry at night
sorry mich if i cry in front of u
im juz sad 2 be away
so 30/07..
pls pls be online kk?
in e morning or afternoon
7hrs difference
piang
preferably switch on webcam
will try to blog consistently during my stay
keep this blog updated
EVEN AT CAMBRIDGE!
signin off... =)
i know im gonna miss u really bad
can time stop?
i suddenly feel quite scared
afraid cos parents n frens not around
reluctant cos im gonna miss u guyz
hmm..
wonder how's life gonna be lyk there..
I DUN WANNA BE BRANDED AS INTELLECTUALLY CHALLENGED
so muz chiong
muz work hard
muz catch up wif you
hvnt packed my bag yet
piang
my piano how?!
can i pack into my bag too?
im gonna take photos of my family and class 30/07
then i can bring the memories there too
hope i dun cry at night
sorry mich if i cry in front of u
im juz sad 2 be away
so 30/07..
pls pls be online kk?
in e morning or afternoon
7hrs difference
piang
preferably switch on webcam
will try to blog consistently during my stay
keep this blog updated
EVEN AT CAMBRIDGE!
signin off... =)
i know im gonna miss u really bad
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
countdown to cambridge.. 5 MORE DAYS!!!
omtian.. i didn't know its coming so soon..
feeling kinda nervous, excited, scared, reluctant
leaving behind family, frenz, home for 15 days.
tell me how am i gg 2 face life there?
maybe things will be better there
maybe...
abt tt 30 july thing..
im not sure
shld i ?
or shld i not?
i tried out recently
response was ignorance.
tell me
am i suppose to read your mind?
or was the answer long ago known
obviously there, but i ignored
was too blind to see...
maybe it was juz my wishful thinking
it was juz a beautiful, perfect dream.
everytime u smile at me
it seems that everything's gonna be okay
it seems that my heart would stop beating for tt split second
it seems u melted everything away
leaving juz the 2 of us
but facing reality
its impossible
studies first right?
gotta catch up with you first
dun worry, i will. =)
walking to you takes courage
walking away from you requires even more courage
the tears juz keep falling
why can't i stop?
tell me why.
im juz gonna cherish every moment frm now until tt day
after tt, i won't be seeing you for 15 days.
do take care kk?
missing frens
sadness is in the air.
let the tears flow now.
cos when i see you, that's when i will smile. =)
feeling kinda nervous, excited, scared, reluctant
leaving behind family, frenz, home for 15 days.
tell me how am i gg 2 face life there?
maybe things will be better there
maybe...
abt tt 30 july thing..
im not sure
shld i ?
or shld i not?
i tried out recently
response was ignorance.
tell me
am i suppose to read your mind?
or was the answer long ago known
obviously there, but i ignored
was too blind to see...
maybe it was juz my wishful thinking
it was juz a beautiful, perfect dream.
everytime u smile at me
it seems that everything's gonna be okay
it seems that my heart would stop beating for tt split second
it seems u melted everything away
leaving juz the 2 of us
but facing reality
its impossible
studies first right?
gotta catch up with you first
dun worry, i will. =)
walking to you takes courage
walking away from you requires even more courage
the tears juz keep falling
why can't i stop?
tell me why.
im juz gonna cherish every moment frm now until tt day
after tt, i won't be seeing you for 15 days.
do take care kk?
missing frens
sadness is in the air.
let the tears flow now.
cos when i see you, that's when i will smile. =)
Monday, July 23, 2007
jubilation! =)
omtian!!! i FINALLY passed napfa.. goodness me.. my legs n back is aching lyk siao now can?! my legs turn jelly le.. so funny! couldn't walk properly home.. lols.. but hey! finally things r looking good for me! one hurdle down.
2day i asked many ppl do u love mee.. lols.. all e rxn so funny lar! yh was lyk 'u mad ar?!'.. jy was lyk 'huh?'.. E was lyk avoiding e qn.. lols.. relax lar.. juz playin a prank.. ha.. gtg le.. blog later! =)
when u walk away
i count the steps that u take
do u see how much i need u right now..
- when you're gone by avril lavigne
2day i asked many ppl do u love mee.. lols.. all e rxn so funny lar! yh was lyk 'u mad ar?!'.. jy was lyk 'huh?'.. E was lyk avoiding e qn.. lols.. relax lar.. juz playin a prank.. ha.. gtg le.. blog later! =)
when u walk away
i count the steps that u take
do u see how much i need u right now..
- when you're gone by avril lavigne
Sunday, July 22, 2007
e closure of odac investiture for e 23rd comm
investiture's finally over! everything went smoothly thnx 2 keet n nweijie.. yupz! credits to them!!!
but i juz confirmed sumthing.. 我喜欢的人背叛了我的好朋友... damn sad lar! when she first told me tt.. i was lyk omtian.. i didn't expect 'her' to actually let the cat out of the bag.. even when 'she' told me tt she was e one.. i didn't believe.. thot 'she' was juz joking.. but no.. 'she' actually did..
i feel so confused.. she told me tt maybe i ought to consider n reflect if 'she' was really worth it. all the while i thot 'she' was 'miss perfect'. all e while i trusted 'her'. nvr thot 'she' would actually do this kind of thing. my fren said tt 'she' had a totally different personality frm me. 'she' was a mugger by nature, me, a slacker by nature. 2 people from 2 completely different worlds, having 2 different personalities. sounds kinda cliche. but its reality now. how?!
shld i not confront 'her' so as to not ruin our friendship? or should i juz go ahead n put my relationship at risk? really confused.. but wat i can confirm is tt if i do ruin this friendship, the game between me n my so-called 'opponent' will be gone. no more. GAMEOVER.
still working on it.
if i could escape
and recreate a place that's my own world
and i could be your favourite girl forever
Perfectly together
tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet?
if i could be sweet
i know i've been a real bad girl
i didn't mean for u to get hurt whatsoever
we can make it better
tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet?
- the sweet escape by gwen stefani
but i juz confirmed sumthing.. 我喜欢的人背叛了我的好朋友... damn sad lar! when she first told me tt.. i was lyk omtian.. i didn't expect 'her' to actually let the cat out of the bag.. even when 'she' told me tt she was e one.. i didn't believe.. thot 'she' was juz joking.. but no.. 'she' actually did..
i feel so confused.. she told me tt maybe i ought to consider n reflect if 'she' was really worth it. all the while i thot 'she' was 'miss perfect'. all e while i trusted 'her'. nvr thot 'she' would actually do this kind of thing. my fren said tt 'she' had a totally different personality frm me. 'she' was a mugger by nature, me, a slacker by nature. 2 people from 2 completely different worlds, having 2 different personalities. sounds kinda cliche. but its reality now. how?!
shld i not confront 'her' so as to not ruin our friendship? or should i juz go ahead n put my relationship at risk? really confused.. but wat i can confirm is tt if i do ruin this friendship, the game between me n my so-called 'opponent' will be gone. no more. GAMEOVER.
still working on it.
if i could escape
and recreate a place that's my own world
and i could be your favourite girl forever
Perfectly together
tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet?
if i could be sweet
i know i've been a real bad girl
i didn't mean for u to get hurt whatsoever
we can make it better
tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet?
- the sweet escape by gwen stefani
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
wats wif emo-ing?!
ha.. my fren mich was emo-ing e whole time i was wif her together wif ruiyin.. wth.. she lyk suddenly ask me 'dawn, y u so dua pai?' which means me hvin tt kind of show-off airs.. i asked her would u kindly explain tt n she lyk ignored me totally.. =(
one more reason y i shld do tt is this: she later told me she didn't feel lyk living anymore.. say she dun wanna commit suicide cos too ugly.. she hoped tt e plane to cambridge will crash. lyk hullo?!@ u think u e only one on e plane ar?! wth.. u wanna die but i dun want lar! same for ch n rach.. how could she hv such an irresponsible way of thinking?! i dun care if she was juz sayin in a fit of anger.. but seriously, one shld always consider e fact tt a plane crash would involve e lives of hundreds of passengers, n not only herself. y can't she reflect b4 she say? i really wanted 2 tell her ' then u go jump down e building rite now.. since u think life is meaningless. ' but i stopped myself.. cos i wasn't tt close 2 her.. if i knew wat she was depressed abt, i will hv more rights 2 say tt n advise her.
but anyway, i dun wanna die tt young.. i still wanna graduate, hv a successful career..etc.. i hvnt completed alot of things, so how can i juz leave lyk this? no way!
im gg in good faith! =)
im gonna miss him.
tell me why.
one more reason y i shld do tt is this: she later told me she didn't feel lyk living anymore.. say she dun wanna commit suicide cos too ugly.. she hoped tt e plane to cambridge will crash. lyk hullo?!@ u think u e only one on e plane ar?! wth.. u wanna die but i dun want lar! same for ch n rach.. how could she hv such an irresponsible way of thinking?! i dun care if she was juz sayin in a fit of anger.. but seriously, one shld always consider e fact tt a plane crash would involve e lives of hundreds of passengers, n not only herself. y can't she reflect b4 she say? i really wanted 2 tell her ' then u go jump down e building rite now.. since u think life is meaningless. ' but i stopped myself.. cos i wasn't tt close 2 her.. if i knew wat she was depressed abt, i will hv more rights 2 say tt n advise her.
but anyway, i dun wanna die tt young.. i still wanna graduate, hv a successful career..etc.. i hvnt completed alot of things, so how can i juz leave lyk this? no way!
im gg in good faith! =)
im gonna miss him.
tell me why.
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
warning: secret conflict cuming up
i dun know how u think abt me.. but seriously, if wat he said was true abt u.. i think its gonna b 'war' between us..
i may lose 2 u now.. but i will get better n better.. constant improvement will be all tt u see in e next few months.. so juz wait n see.. of course, try not to be too smug now.. im competin wif u in 2 areas..one of it being the academic area.. so sit back n enjoy e gd show tt's cumin up..
n kindly do not act innocent gal in front of me.. tt seriously puts me off so much.. same goes for ur flirtatious actions..
the game is ON.
i may lose 2 u now.. but i will get better n better.. constant improvement will be all tt u see in e next few months.. so juz wait n see.. of course, try not to be too smug now.. im competin wif u in 2 areas..one of it being the academic area.. so sit back n enjoy e gd show tt's cumin up..
n kindly do not act innocent gal in front of me.. tt seriously puts me off so much.. same goes for ur flirtatious actions..
the game is ON.
Friday, July 13, 2007
home frm hospital!!!
ha... juz came back frm mt a. after seein e doc n doin blood test... stupid sia... had stomachache for e whole day 2day n was tryin 2 ren... until gg home then can't anymore... so decided 2 go see a doc.. n next thing i knew, mum brought me 2 mt a hospital outpatient clinic.. lols.. blood test was freaky.. cos e doc lyk drew out AIR for 2 times?! omtian... i could hv juz fainted right in frnt of him sia.. n blood really freaks me out.. but it was pretty cool 2 see ur blood in a vial...lols... n guess wat? my vein was not visible.. ha.. usually it is de.. but dunno y this time round can't see...lols...
i also received an EXTREMELY painful jab by a nurse who i think is inexperianced.. piang.. e pain was er slightly bearable.. but i felt it was worse than the blood test... grr... n after tt, i met an ex-cedarian! isnt it cool? she graduated in 1996.. so long ago! hahas...
gotta go off now... stomach's acting up again.. tadas! =) n thnx a mil gina darling! love u! muackz!!!
i also received an EXTREMELY painful jab by a nurse who i think is inexperianced.. piang.. e pain was er slightly bearable.. but i felt it was worse than the blood test... grr... n after tt, i met an ex-cedarian! isnt it cool? she graduated in 1996.. so long ago! hahas...
gotta go off now... stomach's acting up again.. tadas! =) n thnx a mil gina darling! love u! muackz!!!
ahh my knee's hurtin...
great sia... my biggest present frm rock-climbing... a big blue-black... thot it was juz a normal bruise.. until it became bigger n hurt whenever i walked or bend down... grr... muz hv injured wrong part le... piang... =(
Thursday, July 12, 2007
=p
omtian...i sooo suck at rock climbin lar!!! how to compete on sat?! i most probably pull e whole team down lar... haiz... wats wif me?!?!
puttin aside my worries... hahas... 2day was really a very slack day for me... i didn't do much work n bio lesson was lyk omtian... i didn't even manage 2 catch wat e teacher was sayin lar! wth... n i thot i lost my integration notes... lucky me... i found out it was in between my other foolscape which i didn't bring 2day... piang... felt super lost n fustrated without notes... grrr...
one more thing... 2 my dearest wr, i n zhilin was juz jk... dun so emo le ok? juz 4get abt it n move on in life... no use frownin cos of sum1 hu's not worth it k? anyways, u got me, zhilin n peilin behind u all e way!!! lols... e 3 clowns..
n to eggy... hope u did well for er sumthing-i-think-every1-knows-but-dun-really-know-wat-it-really-is impt 2day... u looked pretty emo these days... cheer up though i dun think u would noe hu im talkin abt or even lookin at this... lols... e stupid things i do... yupz n dun b so stressed le... SMILE!!! =) jiayou!!!
puttin aside my worries... hahas... 2day was really a very slack day for me... i didn't do much work n bio lesson was lyk omtian... i didn't even manage 2 catch wat e teacher was sayin lar! wth... n i thot i lost my integration notes... lucky me... i found out it was in between my other foolscape which i didn't bring 2day... piang... felt super lost n fustrated without notes... grrr...
one more thing... 2 my dearest wr, i n zhilin was juz jk... dun so emo le ok? juz 4get abt it n move on in life... no use frownin cos of sum1 hu's not worth it k? anyways, u got me, zhilin n peilin behind u all e way!!! lols... e 3 clowns..
n to eggy... hope u did well for er sumthing-i-think-every1-knows-but-dun-really-know-wat-it-really-is impt 2day... u looked pretty emo these days... cheer up though i dun think u would noe hu im talkin abt or even lookin at this... lols... e stupid things i do... yupz n dun b so stressed le... SMILE!!! =) jiayou!!!
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
intro to new blogskin!!!
ha! finally changed blogskin le!!! i so lurv this blogskin lar! cos it really suits my taste of simplicity... =) i went thru soo much trouble chngin lar.... i 4got 2 save my template when my com suddenly lyk hung?! wth lar... then i spent another hr doin up everything again...whoops.. i think i wasted A LOT OF TIME liao... kk i better blog faster...
well...so far things r lookin a bit brighter for me... though i hv fantastically lousy results tt i think no one else would hv except me... my mum was rather understandin... she placed her utmost trust in me... seriously, which mum can be better? im not happy cos she didn't scold me or wat... but e thot tt my mum really believe in my abilities really made me face reality in a more optimistic way.. so wat if i failed almost everything? i will definitely chiong n work hard for my promos de... lyk hu wants 2 get retain lar?! no way im wastin a yr more in AJC... im juz gg 2 get it done n over wif...once n for all.. yupz... so for ppl hu encouraged me along e way..thnx a mil !!!
to wenrou, peilin, zhilin, michelle, jianyang *for wateva ogre slime thing..ha.., eugene *great sense of humor..lols..., chin hao, gina darling, felicia... n most impt of all...MUM !!! =) big thank u for being wif me thruout my 'depression' period... i will definitely work hard de... u juz wait n see!!! =p btw, hu wanna go watch hp n the order of phoenix let me know can? preferably a few days b4 i leave for cambridge lyk on e 28 or 29...thnx!!! =)
well...so far things r lookin a bit brighter for me... though i hv fantastically lousy results tt i think no one else would hv except me... my mum was rather understandin... she placed her utmost trust in me... seriously, which mum can be better? im not happy cos she didn't scold me or wat... but e thot tt my mum really believe in my abilities really made me face reality in a more optimistic way.. so wat if i failed almost everything? i will definitely chiong n work hard for my promos de... lyk hu wants 2 get retain lar?! no way im wastin a yr more in AJC... im juz gg 2 get it done n over wif...once n for all.. yupz... so for ppl hu encouraged me along e way..thnx a mil !!!
to wenrou, peilin, zhilin, michelle, jianyang *for wateva ogre slime thing..ha.., eugene *great sense of humor..lols..., chin hao, gina darling, felicia... n most impt of all...MUM !!! =) big thank u for being wif me thruout my 'depression' period... i will definitely work hard de... u juz wait n see!!! =p btw, hu wanna go watch hp n the order of phoenix let me know can? preferably a few days b4 i leave for cambridge lyk on e 28 or 29...thnx!!! =)
Sunday, July 8, 2007
recently taken photos in class... credits to ruiyin!!! =)
grp photo 1...try not to notice e 2 extra ppl at e back... otherwise known as e 'gay couple' of 30/07 !!! lols....=p but zhilin seems happy cos of sum1...
same thing... wow...i really lyk our f4 photo man! we rawk!!! very ps though, cos im not photogenic... ha... nice one lekshmi! really looks natural!
yeah!!! wenrou, u look cute in every photo lar!!! piang.... so jealous...hahas...=)
Friday, July 6, 2007
counting down to 30th july...
after a long talk wif i-know-who-but-u-dunno , i came to a conclusion. guys r damn INSENSITIVE. seriously. after soo many small things tt my fren did for a guy hu she lyked, she got back nothing. e guy is either really insensitive or juz purely actin dumb. lyk hullo?! she so obvious leh!!! but he's lyk totally blind. no response. totally nothing. piang eh...totally pity her lar... n she sum more got 'competitors' who flirts wif e guy but i think he's again too blind to notice wat on earth is flirtin. does being chio really means a lot to tt kind of relationship? define beauty then. apparently, being chio does give u an advantage. its not right or wrong. it is. i know i dun fall in tt category, but i seriously dun give a damn abt it, cos its not e most impt thing in my life rite now. for e present, there's only one thing i want --- gd results for promo. as for others, i think i let nature take its own course bah. studies first! as for e 'clarification' thing on 30th july... im still thinkin abt it. so dun rush me. =)
Thursday, July 5, 2007
sick...sianz...
im hvin a bad headache...
argh...feel awful rite now..
my head is lyk spinnin lar..
sian...
think cos i drank 3 cans of coffee..
1 original, 1 latte n 1 mocha
juz 2 keep me awake...
but apparently i think i overdone it...
haiz...wats wif me?
my life now seems 2 b juz channel u n nothin else...
lols...
cum on... where did my optimism go?
cheers 2 gd health!!!
iwannagetbetter.....=(
bein sick now is seriously not gettin me in e mood for chiongin studies
but i WILL n MUZ get at least an A for promos...
wait n see... i will b promoted de!!! =)
argh...feel awful rite now..
my head is lyk spinnin lar..
sian...
think cos i drank 3 cans of coffee..
1 original, 1 latte n 1 mocha
juz 2 keep me awake...
but apparently i think i overdone it...
haiz...wats wif me?
my life now seems 2 b juz channel u n nothin else...
lols...
cum on... where did my optimism go?
cheers 2 gd health!!!
iwannagetbetter.....=(
bein sick now is seriously not gettin me in e mood for chiongin studies
but i WILL n MUZ get at least an A for promos...
wait n see... i will b promoted de!!! =)
Wednesday, July 4, 2007
zonked out...
really gg crazy chiongin hmwk lyk this!!!
how m i to complete all these by 2nite??
i still need 2 help gina durin my break!!
omtian...hu's gonna pull me out of this mess?!
sum1 help me =(
how m i to complete all these by 2nite??
i still need 2 help gina durin my break!!
omtian...hu's gonna pull me out of this mess?!
sum1 help me =(
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
3 july...n counting down...
ok... i did quite badly for bio test... ms. r 's goin 2 call up mum i think... this would b e 1st time in my whole entire life tt a teacher would actually call up my parents...frm young until now, no teacher has EVER complained abt me... haiz... break record le...hahas... i think im gg abit siao le... laughing over my own misfortune... or perhapes i did earn it... nevertheless, i blink back my tears cos i dun wanna cry so easily...lyk hullo! im not VULNERABLE here... im no WEAKLING k?! i juz hv 2 jiayou until promos (n of course after alvls n stuff...) n yupz, look on e bright side of life! 只要笑一笑，没什么事情过不了的！ =） muz hv confidence!!! since im gg for e cambridge trip too, i muz, all e more, work hard n show e teachers tt i m SO NOT e bottom end of our class!!! but of course, tt will only b applicable to me if i cum back frm london well n alive! hahas... no way im gonna juz die there... muz at least show tt i got work hard thru results!!! lols... by now, i think my family gg all 'touch wood' ... but reality is, i really dun wanna die this early... nvm... let's see how things go 2mrw... hope i did ok for gp! cos tts e only subj im ok in..lols.. tada! =)
Thursday, June 28, 2007
hurray! midyr hell's finally OVER!!! but not for long...
i hv gd news and bad news..which one do u want? anyways, e gd news is, midyr's finally over!!! 3 cheers!!! e bad news... its gonna b real HELL for me once term officially starts..ie, release of results.. im most probably gonna fail every subject except gp... gd luck 2 me man... im such a P.I.G at studying... Potential Idiot Graduate..hahas! so off i go 2 slack e whole fri.. n at e same time complete e gp hmwk... any1 wanna go out on fri can call me along... dun quite lyk e idea of coopin all fri at home... =( think i would most likely b emo-in abt results by mon.. hahas.. unless every1 did badly...which is kinda IMPOSSIBLE... wonder how's e feelin of bein in e last 5% of e whole lvl... hopefully i will face reality with optimism n pull thru e bad times.. for frens hu hv been helpin n encouragin me thruout e whole exam, thanx a mil !!! i really love u ppl n appreciate all e support u've given me.. well, cheers to u ppl!! =)
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
ps for e previous post...
really ps for e previous post..hahas.. i ought 2 go for anger management course! lols... anyway, i juz learnt a nice quote today... true love is the willingness to wait... isnt it nice!! hahas..enuf of relationship stuff...im back 2 work...soo....haha..pls help hor by askin ur parents or relatives 2 help me do a survey... ur efforts will be much appreciated! thanx a mil !!! =)
http://www.esurveyspro.com/Survey.aspx?id=a3d882a8-121a-46d9-8cfc-b9f7e9b5c8ac
http://www.esurveyspro.com/Survey.aspx?id=a3d882a8-121a-46d9-8cfc-b9f7e9b5c8ac
Sunday, June 10, 2007
ihate***
wth lar! im so pissed off wif u liao lor!!! u better keep ur fingers cross tt i dun flare up at u during class chalet... or else i swear things will turn ugly...i dun care if after tt u becum virgina tech guy no. 2 n start shootin me...i dun give a damn ANYMORE... cos im so pissed off by ur sucky behaeviour... y can't u reflect for once on ur stupid, sucky attitude?! do u want every1 arn u 2 hate u n make u an outcaste?? or perhapes...u r already one...if i was not ban frm using vul, i swear i would hv used everything on u... u r seriously e most detestable guy i hv ever cum across in my whole entire life (though 17 yrs doesnt seem long!) ... WAKE UP n change for e better...ur efforts will be much appreciated by EVERY1... =)
ok...i juz used my blog as a channel to 发泄 again...hahas... paisei hor! whhee....i feel much better now... i seriously need 2 attend an anger management course...lols.. =)
ok...i juz used my blog as a channel to 发泄 again...hahas... paisei hor! whhee....i feel much better now... i seriously need 2 attend an anger management course...lols.. =)
Friday, June 8, 2007
wats wif L.O.V.E?
wats up wif L.O.V.E?? y do ppl cry over it? smile over it? fret over it? even laugh abt it? it has miraculous effects on ppl... it can instantly cheer ppl up when one is sad... esp when sum1 u lyk is by ur side consoling u.. it will make u feel lyk any amt of hurt would be worth it.. as long as the person encourages u n makes u smile lyk nothing sad ever happened... all tears are worth it... =)
Thursday, June 7, 2007
IM BACK!!!
HEY PPL!!! im back!!! haha... expdtn over liao.. we conquered 2 summits n 42 km of kayakin!!!omtian... tell me it was a miracle man..loads of interestin stuff hppnd... good n bad stuff.... anyways, i finally know how a leech bite is lyk.. eww.. trust me..i solemnly swear that leeches are gross... when u c sumthing black, slimy and sluggish on ur leg.. scream ur hearts out... haha.. many guys were sadistic enuf to actually torture e leech tt they caught..lols.. =p
but during e trip.. some unfortunate stuff hppnd 2 me.. day2 - muscle cramp, day3 - stomach upset n caught a slight chill cos of e rain, day4 - muscle cramp AGAIN!!! wah...i was so pissed off wif myself can...=( but one of my fren was worst.. 'she' kenna thorn cut on 'her' face! lyk sort of disfigured... omtian..n 'she' cried leh! i felt really 心痛 lar...='( then for e whole day n e last day 'she' was really really sad..n tt made me really really 心痛... when i saw 'her' very down.. i really wanted 2 hug 'her'.. but haha.. there were certain limitations..so...haha.. but i did 安慰 'her' though.. haha.. but hopefully 'she' feels better now! =) dun worry k? u will still be a 大帅哥! lols... tc till my next post! =p
but during e trip.. some unfortunate stuff hppnd 2 me.. day2 - muscle cramp, day3 - stomach upset n caught a slight chill cos of e rain, day4 - muscle cramp AGAIN!!! wah...i was so pissed off wif myself can...=( but one of my fren was worst.. 'she' kenna thorn cut on 'her' face! lyk sort of disfigured... omtian..n 'she' cried leh! i felt really 心痛 lar...='( then for e whole day n e last day 'she' was really really sad..n tt made me really really 心痛... when i saw 'her' very down.. i really wanted 2 hug 'her'.. but haha.. there were certain limitations..so...haha.. but i did 安慰 'her' though.. haha.. but hopefully 'she' feels better now! =) dun worry k? u will still be a 大帅哥! lols... tc till my next post! =p
Thursday, May 31, 2007
gg for expdtn... =)
gg for expdtn 2 trengganu 2mrw... wish me luck! wun be bloggin for e next 6 days.. dun miss me!!! lols... i sound stupid.. =p jiayou! pw grp.. and odac!!!
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
i watched PIRATES!!!
i FINALLY watched pirates of the carribean 3 : at world's end !!! i was really hoping tt i could watch it b4 i went for my expedition... and guess wat?! my fren askd me if i would want 2 go watch in e afternn... tt was so zun lar! haha... so i dragged peilin along.. we went for e 4.40 show at j8.. my goodness.. imagine my shock when i saw sum1 hu i was talkin on msn for e past er.. 4 yrs? since we started talkin?.. and we only met lyk twice? so my image of him was really blank.. lols... BUT, when i first saw him..i seriously didnt recognise him at all! omtian... he looked lyk he went for a total make-over or sumthing... really reminds me of L in death note... hahas.. no offence... but tt was e first thing tt came 2 my mind.. lols.. pity i didnt take a pic.. if not can post here.. hahas.. anyway.. e movie was great!!! really had me on e edge of e seat.. but one thing sad was tt elizabeth n will was separated!!! ahh!!! how could they do this!! i was so happy when they got married in e middle of chaos?! but later on they was separated.. could only meet once in every 10 yrs... argh... i was super heartbroken man... wantd 2 cry but i reminded myself tt i was in e cinema.. so there.. no more tears! if only e show had a happy endin... haiz... so sad.. but 7 bucks was worth it... =) ppl hu hvnt watch it.. GO WATCH IT!!! i wish i could watch it again.. =p
Saturday, May 26, 2007
blogthings.. =)
these are e recent tests i took for fun at blogthings.. which wr n zl recommended.. they were so crazy abt it lar! lols... =p
Your Birth Month is March
You love life and exude an outgoing, cheerful vibe.Blessed with a great sense of humor, you can laugh at adversity.
You love life and exude an outgoing, cheerful vibe.Blessed with a great sense of humor, you can laugh at adversity.
Your soul reflects: Respect, desire, and generosity
Your gemstone: Aquamarine
Your flower: Daffodil
Your colors: White and light blue
hmm...light blue is ok wif me...but white? i dunno...but i sure prefer black cos i think it looks more elegant to me! n yes! i do love aquamarine... cos im in love wif anything tt has sumthing 2 do wif water... as for great sense of humor... hahas.. i suppose tts right! but i do know of sum1 hu has a greater sense of humor!!! lols...
Your Love Is Represented By a Red Rose
You love passionately and fully, without any reservations.And while romantic love comes easily for you, you also love many people platonically. You are a true romantic, and you always can see the best in people.
You love passionately and fully, without any reservations.And while romantic love comes easily for you, you also love many people platonically. You are a true romantic, and you always can see the best in people.
for me...i think i still prefer e blue roses... though artificial, but i think they r seriously lovely... n... blue is one of my fav color!!! =p
You Are Somewhat Honest
You do tend to tell the truth a lot. But you also stretch the truth on occasion. You figure a little lie isn't a big deal. As long as it doesn't hurt anyone too much!
er...hahas...well i do tend to lie at times... no comments! =p
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Monday, May 21, 2007
jidan de tou hao fan! =)
i was really super emo today.. yelled at sum1 when i was really really pissed off... haiz...but cum to think abt it... i really shldnt hv done tht.. wat is the pt of yelling n losing ur cool over sum1 hu is not worth ur mentioning?! i seriously dun c any sense in tt immature act.. this is my reflections since this morning.. i felt a bit guilty after the yelling though most ppl said he deserved it..but does it necessarily hv 2 cum frm me? do i really want to bcum a 'mean ogre' as quoted frm sum 白痴? hahas.. really, i stopped being emo sooner than i expected.. i really hated him.. but wat can i do? 得饶人处且饶人，为了鸡蛋，我非忍不可！！！ persevere to bcum a better person !!! I DUN WANNA B A MEAN OGRE!!!!!!!! =P
Thursday, May 17, 2007
sori eggy...
i didnt know tt i was mean 2 eggy... did i really go overboard? wr juz reminded me 2day... we may b frens but perhapes sumtimes i tend 2 forget e respect tt frens ought to hv 4 each other... hmm... cum to think of it...i seem pretty mean at times... sori eggy! though i usually act mean, i really do cherish u as a fren... im juz not gd at expressin myself sumtimes.. but seriously, sumtimes i dun mean wat i say.. er... im referrin to -ve stuff here... not e positive one hor! lols... anyway... really sorry!!! hope u can forgive me n... frens forever! =) (i dun think eggy knows hu 'it' is..so..haha..nvm.. as long as i know hu eggy is can liao! =) )
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
abt previous post...
paisei... for my previous post hor..juz take tt dawn was pmsin or watsoever... haha... im feelin better after 2 days liao... muz thank e person hu reminded me tt i had such a post... i think ppl see liao muz be thinkin this girl siao one.. god knows hu she sayin abt.. haha... but my main pt was, have a sense of responsibility... yupz... its how u potray urself tt ppl will actually like n respect u.. haha.. tt reminds me of sum1... hmm... can say she's my idol lar! she was so far e person i respected e most amongst all e peers tt i hv... jiayou, jidan!!! hehe... =p
Sunday, May 13, 2007
pissed off 2day..
sori...im currently juz venting out my anger on sum matters tt happened recently.. to the person hu i consulted.. thanx a mil... u helped suggest sum solns... really glad u were there... otherwise i might hv broke down by now.. im serious.. i really cant stand 'him'.. i feel so fustrated now lar! stressed over results not enuf...muz cum bug me wif this kind of stupid thing... if u think im not ill.. think twice! im already feeling exhaustion esp in the mental area. U think juz bcos u hv a valid reason then u can skip all this work n pass e shit to poor ppl hu r tryin their best to slug out a damn piece of work.. U r so irresponsible! sheddin responsibilities.. not takin the initiative to contribute sumthing useful... pls remember...its suppose to be GRP WORK! not juz a few ppl's work!!! if u dun even want to help out in this grp, u shld think twice n place ur priorities right.. research was all we asked for... but nothing was done... NOTHING AT ALL... this juz speaks well of how u carry urself.. as an ordinary student, as a person, as a grp member, as a leader... u ought to reflect n act accordingly to wat shld b done. at the end of the day, its not juz pulling down the whole grp... but ultimately urself... so pls bear in mind... we dun ask for more..juz contribute in a small way or another... stop giving urself excuses... time management is the key... every1 is busy..but its still how u actually place ur priorties right... hopefully im not forced to do sumthing i dislike e most... or perhapes i may juz break down n scare e ppl arnd me... if im forced to... i will break down... but whther u see it or not is another thing...
I SO HATE GUYS...EXCEPT FOR SOME... =)
我快要崩溃了!!! 谁能帮我??? =(
I SO HATE GUYS...EXCEPT FOR SOME... =)
我快要崩溃了!!! 谁能帮我??? =(
Thursday, May 10, 2007
odac video...LOL...
ppl!!! go watch funny videos by ODAC! LOls... singer hu zaosia is yihang...n huiwen..ooo...scandalous!!! n e victim is poor jeremy... laugh to ur hearts content sia...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3e9pA0sVw4E
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QaDP2cLi4kE
ENJOY!!! =)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3e9pA0sVw4E
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QaDP2cLi4kE
ENJOY!!! =)
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
day2...in e bus 1st part of journey n breakfast...
day2... in e bus 1st part of journey n breakfast...
jeremy was stonin...in a very retarded way! LOLS....
huiwen acting cute again..not to mention, acting photogenic!
woah...wonder wat they were discussin abt...hmm...
me n my darling's teh tarik! yumyumslurpslurp........ shiok sia!!! =)
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