P R O M I S C O M I N G ! ! !

1 long post coming real soon...
PROM!
will include photos of the hopefully-gorgeous-perfect me on tt big day=)
counting down...
5 days to 3 dec

blogged; updated

yes yes
im FINALLY updating - -
man super lazy sia soooo long nvr update le hehe
ps...

k 1st n most important news headline
IM PROMOTED
yes i am.
FINALLY too.
ROFL
3h2 1h1 pass
but results not up to expectations esp chem =((
haiz
tt was a huge disappointment
cried alot on results day
thnx to mrs tan, darl, kor, gina darl n all others who encouraged me n make me smile at e end of e day =) hugs

but but but......
im super super worried for nxt yr la
A's leh!
e huge major exam in a yr's (counting down...) time
im so not prepared
im not even a mugger
though most ppl think i am
haiz
plus darl's gg NS sooooon
either dec or nxt yr jan
SAD
but i guess when he's free during e wkend shall bug him for tuition hehe
tuition for math n bio =)
nxt yr mrs tan's hving bb season n his excellency's hving SYF
in term 2
busy busy
as for me
i've got no more cca
so i'll be free-er than them
but yeah thr's disadvantages to tt despite hving more time

my job so far is still e on-and-off flyer distribution one
i did submit my resume to a job agency tt my cousin introduced me to
gg for interview this fri
NERVOUS SIA
but my ideal job currently wld be e gift-wrapping one at robinsons
i cld always learn a new skill
esp in gift-wrapping since i always suck at this kinda stuff
LOL
tts y most of my presents to frens are always wrapped by mum =(
yeah no sincerity...
but im determined this time to learn it well =)
besides, mrs tan oso doesn't mind this job
it'll be fun!

prom's coming up!
though its not rly my prom but...
well...
darl's thr
plus all my j2 frens are thr too
will rly miss them when they're gone nxt yr =(
anyways
won't be wearing anything new
not allowed to buy a new dress until nxt yr's prom - -
so ppl hu know me in cedar you'll know wad im gonna wear le
but i'll be getting new jewellery and new bag
and hair styling + make-up
AND im not wearing specs
will be trying out contacts
hehe finally sia!
will get to see darl in long sleeve shirt too =p
psst... i hv a fetish for guys wearing long sleeve shirts - -''' silly me
but tt'll be only in dec so wait till then for e photos! =)

recent addiction:
PERFECT WORLD
but today sucks la
got stuck in a quest
then com v v lag - -
sian
but i recommend this game to ppl hu's not studying for A's haha
trying to ignore the goat and his excellency's suan-ing abt perfect toads and ikan bilis
- -'''''''''''''''''''''

hsm3 anyone? *i know its childish n immature but so am i =p
tata!

half yr anniversary!!!

o yeah!
ytd me n darl celebrated our half yr anniversary!!!
haha
time sure flies
so fast alrdy 6 months
our relationship's been through e sweet, the bitter, the troubled and the happy times
so many stuff happened within these 6 months
i also got to know darl better
for eg
wad he hates eating
wad he likes eating
wad he usually wears
wad he's deprived of .......
still out of those
e most impt thing i felt i learnt in these 6 months
was how to love him.

anyways
i had a very long and tiring day ytd
had chem tuition for 3 hrs
then had to rush for piano lesson
it was only at around 645pm
that our celebration begun
darl picked me up at my hse
(which was so sweet!)
then we went vivo whr we had our eh
its-kinda-complicated-but-i-think-u-can-call-it
a pre-date bah
LOL
basically whr i went to watch a movie wif him alone during my bdae this yr
which was merely 6 months ago
so vivo rly has a special meaning to us =)
we went to e same restaurent whr we went right after
i came back from the AB camp
THE MUSSEL GUYS
e food's a little pricey but its nice
v filling i must say
so it was fish n chips for me n grilled fish for him
which we shared half half (SWEET!)

we left vivo at arnd 8 plus and head to sentosa siloso beach
was pretty dark by then
but super romantic!
haha
walked down e beach and just sat down at some random spot
despite wearing a white skirt
but well i dun give a damn
im wearing fbt under so...
haha
plus it was so dark la!
hahahaha
so we just sat thr...
gaze up to e night sky
looking at how bright e moon was
counting how many stars thr are
sounds rather cliche
but
when you're with someone u love
e feeling's indescribable
everything's different
everything's perfect.

so tts how my half-yr anniversary was!
to me its unforgettable =)
arigatou darl for giving me such a memorable half-yr anniversary!

NEW LAPTOP =))

O YEAH
NEW LAPTOP!!!
'screams
LOL
thnks to dad's customer tt i hv a brand new laptop
hehehehehe
chuckles...
its screen is smaller than my previous one
but this one HAS SOUND
LOL
im so deprived of sound la
previous laptop had no sound de
bloody hell
n must always do CPR to make sure it starts up
this one is so much btr la!
hahahahaha
its also much lighter partly cos of its size la
but yeah
super super happy!
hahaha
family's gg to e RSAF open hse
but cos they might be gone e whole day
and mum dun wan me to waste time
so im here in e lib...
yeah i know im supposed to be studying
but i wan slack a little
hehehe

I WAN WATCH MAKE IT HAPPEN!!!!!!
OMG LA
tt show's trailer looks damn nice
its another dance movie
its producers was from 'step up' and 'step up 2'
omgomgomg
i wan watch!!!
its cuming on 4th sept
eeeeeeee
so near promos la
haiz

o ya
teacher's day was totally sucky
i wun say who e teacher was
but
WTFH
HE WAS SO F-ED UP
like seriously
official school gift dun wan accept
can summore say wat leave it for myself
WTFH
my name is ___________ meh?!
WTHWTHWTH
PLUS
he rejected alot of homemade stuff like debbie's homemade strawberry jam and aw su's card
they so thoughtful to go to such extent
YET
he dun wan accept
plus
we bought for him a toy flower he oso dun wan
when we say wan put in his pigeon hole he say he will throw away
F HIM LA
he wan throw away throw la
he wun be throwin away mere gifts
he will also be throwin away e respect tt we had for him
seriously
he doesnt earn my respect at all
though i know im supposed to like set a gd example n stuff
servant leadership as they call it
BUT
if my classmates are being treated tt way
no way
he's rly gone too way overboard le
nvm e fact tt he always had a thing for retaining
and tt he had to pick on us
but rejecting our hopes of recognising him as a teacher is rly...
haiz
i totally felt not motivated in math alrdy
since he lost all hopes on me
but kb n mum both say all e more i shld show him tt
i hv e potential and tt i can
yeah
i agree
but easier said than done
i know tt i nd to put in alot of effort
haiz
we'll see as it goes bah

darl's sick =(
im not sure if its cos of me
since i was sick e entire wk - -
haiz
get well soon darl!!!

kk
must start doing work le
my primary purpose was not to come lib n slack
LOL
tata!



counting down... 22nd sept =(

teacher's day pressie!

bought teacher's day gifts for gp, math, bio, chem and geog teachers

as a class of course =)

kawaii rite!

hehehehe

so cute tt i dun feel like giving to e teachers lar....

i wan cute stuff toooooo!!!!! =p

btw i started playing table tennis le

yes cos 'inspired' by li jiawei

LOL

typical s'porean...

hehe darl say tt i not bad lor

hehehehehe

first time play alrdy know how to smack

n was it spin? aiya smth liddat

anyway v pro jiu dui le =p

wahahahaha

look out: e upcoming li jiawei

ROFL

'who the hell am i kidding man - -

i think today too high le LOL

yeah may be playing bb 2mrw...

gg jon's hse for 1st time!

hahahaha

cool man

cant wait to see terence's constipated face 2mrw ROFL

tata! =)

Rescue me

From everything

I just wanna live

I wish i could breathe

- Rescue Me from Hawthorne Heights

David Archuleta - Crush

David Archuleta - Crush

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside..
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know..

Do you ever think when your all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cuz I try and try to walk away,
But I know this crush ain't going away, going away

Has it ever cross your mind
When we're hangin spending time girl
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last,
Last forever, forever

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know..

its a holiday. =(

tired... but happy =)



i miss you... even when you're here with me.

tired... MY BABY PHOTOS ARE SO CUTE!!! =)

yawns
super tired
went lib to study geog
ended up hvin running nose
super fustrated sia...
didnt do much work in e end
then went to watch the mummy wif darl, kb n jon
its quite nice leh!
haha

random...
cos darl wanted to see my mohawk baby pics
so here they are!

KAWAII RITE???

hahahahhaa

everytime i see these pics i would wonder was this rly me...

LOL

too cute to be true

as in cute in the past

now...

not cute le =(

LOL

hahahaha

kk wan go slp le

2mrw bishan lib AGAIN

its like my 2nd home le...

sians

geog test

math class test

gp essay

chem spa

GG SIAO.

give me a break pls?

DREAM BIG - EMILY SHACKLETON

DREAM BIG - EMILY SHACKLETON
When I was a little girl
I swore that I would change the world
When I grew up
Nothing else would be enough

Back then it all seemed black and white
But these days I just can't seem to find
The child in me, who always believed

I see it everyday
We settle for safe
And lose ourselves along the way

But if you don't dream big what's the use in dreaming
If you don't have faith there's nothing worth believing
It takes one hope to make the stars worth reaching for
So reach out for something more

Took a well perfected plan
For me to finally understand
That it's not me
Faith is something I can see
I loose the reins and let em go
I broke the chains I fear
That had their hold on me too long
When all I felt was wrong

I've wiped my tears away
Now it's time for a change
No I can't waste another day

Cuz if you don't dream big what's the use in dreaming
If you don't have faith there's nothing worth believing
It takes one hope to make the stars worth reaching for

Yeah
So close your eyes and tell me what you see
Between what's real and make believe
Here's the path we've all been searching for
So reach out for something more

Than you ever could imagine then move
Don't wait for it to happen
Life's too short for not taking chances
The stars aren't as far as they seem

But if you don't dream big what's the use in dreaming
If you don't have faith there's nothing worth believing
It takes one hope to make the stars worth reaching for

So close your eyes and tell me what you see
Between what's real and make believe
Here's the path we've all been searching for
So reach out for something more
For something more
So reach out for something more

crazy abt this song =)

This is me - Demi Lovato & Joe Jonas

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you




thoughtful quote by foreign film 'No Man's Land'
'Neutrality does not exist in the face of murder. Doing nothing to stop it is in fact choosing.'



its not your fault, so don't feel guilty.

the cure to all my sadness

cos you and i are one.

SWEET.

from jer's blog

awww....

sry i hv a fondness for such sweet stuff =)

the same boring life that i always have

k...
i know i hvt been blogging much
haha
ps cos nowadays
-no interest in blogging
-no time (fully dedicated to darl, frens n studies)
haiz
this whole wk has been real hectic
so much work la
siao man...
everyday slp at 1 or 2 plus
again i ask myself the same qn
is it worth it?
is doing hmwk more impt than getting a gd rest?
i guess as singaporean students we hvt got much of a choice
as reflected in the recent straits times
i think its e sunday times last wk
the special report featured on pri sch students not getting enough slp
the reason?
HOMEWORK
seriously
i think perhapes we do need to look further into our education system
as jy has pointed out in his ppt
we singaporean students has been learning through sheer 'memorizing'
and not 'understanding'
which of course explains why singaporeans cant think creatively and
more innovatively as compared to foreigners from countries like finland
where their children attend sch for about 4 hours
but yet overall they seem to be able to handle situations better
as compared to our local students
we need to move away from our rigid education system and change the way
students perceive education as.

k i think im rly gg crazy over gp
cos recently just did an essay
is the education system in your country effective in producing good citizens?
i spent alot of effort on it and desperately hope can get a decent grade for tt
hahahaha

anyway back to my life
went lib today
stupid jon pangseh
baka
he woke up late and decided to go ahead wif his 'chore'
in other words DOTA
wth la
darl went for e garden festival wif his family
miss him loads
haha
mum v nice
she brought home made lunch for me n kb n jy
hahaha
fried rice n spinach n fried chicken wing
plus water chestnut drink
yumm
haha
was v productive today
partly cos darl not around =p
no source of distraction
hahahaha
came across this funny conv
younger sis was holding a pencil and a sharpener
younger sis : can help me sharpen ?
elder sis : sharpen yourself la
younger sis: i cant sharpen myself, im sharp enough *pokes
HAHAHAHAHA
DAMN FUNNY
me n kb keep bie-ing our laughter la
but i think e 2 sisters know la
hahahaha

o ya
mum told me smth v disgusting she saw
she was in e train when she saw this young couple
they were sitting down and e guy had his hand around the girl's shoulder
suddenly e guy started
get this right
tickling HER TITS
wth la!
n e girl simply say (in chi... they were chi speakin)
'stop it la... you very naughty leh! hehehehe...'
OMFG LA
SO DISGUSTING
GROSS TO E MAX
hullo
don't they have any shame??
its called public transport leh
not secret rendezvous!
dad say shld hv taken photo and send to STOMP
hahahaha
eewwww......
young couples these days are rly gg too far
esp in the area of PDA
otherwise known as
Public Display of Affections
'shakes head
but i think tt disgusting action above cant even be classified as PDA
seriously
i thought tt wld come under outrage of modesty
but since tt girl likes to give the impression tt she's all for such sexually
disgusting acts
i have nth to say
except tt she's a total disgrace to the women population.

k got to go continue chionging work le
shall try my best to continue blogging for alap
haha
tata! =)


i've been trying to get down to the heart of the matter...

NEW BAG!!!

WOOTS!
DAMN HAPPY SIA!!!
hahas...
bought a new bag 2day
MY 1ST ZINC BAG!!!
zinc was hvin 25% off all bags
plus i had limited bags
(didnt hv 1 tt can match for formal wear)
so... yepz
its white though
so i muz rly rly take care of it sia
e white looked nicer than e black one
so its my 1st time pickin white over black
this one can be either shoulder or sling
yeah!!!
hahahahaha
super happy!
here's 2 pics of my new bag!







o ya
kb came over 2 my hse 2day
DAMN FREAKIN FUNNY
i shall help wif e publicising of her blog
LOL
ppl hu go to her blog
do take a gd look at her tagboard
smth juicy gg on thr sia
HAHA!
anyway
i shld hv video e way she hyperventilated
after lookin at her own tagboard
haiz
wasted sia
o... not to mention e high pitched screams
'OMFG NG JIANYANG!!!'
hahahahaha
had a gd laugh 2day

darl went 2 watch narnia wif his family
plus he went to e henderson waves
u know e long bridge thing?
eee....
PANGSEI
LOL
but well
tts not e most impt thing la
rly miss darl
haiz
wonder y...

last thing:
TKB HONEY DUN HYPERVENTILATE ALRDY HOR! LOL...
UR BROWNIE WILL XIN TENG NI DE... HAHAHAHAHA =P
tata!

ABCDE CAMP =)

OK......
i know i hvnt been blogging much
so nw
this is gonna be a SUPER LONG ONE
prepare urself!

1stly,
as most of u hv known
i went for e ABCDE thing (class leader)
its basically a 6 day leadership training camp
may i emphasize
6 FREAKING LONG DAYS!!!
OMFG
DAMN LONG LAR!
i missed home, family n of course, darl
common sense wld tell u tt we surrended our valuables to
e instructors on e very 1st day
haiz
but thing is
IM BACK LE
so 'shrugs wadeva...
shall blog abt wat hppnd each day
if i can remember (cos i hv stm as most ppl wld hv known)

DAY1
this was an extremely sad day sia
v v v she bu de darl
so he sorta pei wo until yck stn
then b4 i surrended my hp
i called him juz to say 'see u soon in 6 days time!'
felt lyk cryin lar
but darl says tt can be training for e following 2 yrs
omg
i seriously wonder how im gonna survive at tt time
anyways
thr were
as usual
ppl hu didnt report on time
so our camp chief aka instructor shaam (sum of u may know he's ODAC p)
made us do pumping AT E FREAKIN TRACK
tts exactly how i got e bruises on my knees
sighs
every1 was forced due to e camp theme
'one for all, all for one'
which at e end of e day
felt rather meaningful
then nxt aft we settled in our bunks which was
juz actually classrooms (1133 for me)
we went for values workshop
rly tried my best to stay awake
'yawns
i did take notes down in my notebk
btw juz 2 add my notebk pages was all black
cool rite??
darl said was cool so... haha! =p

DAY 2
this was e start of pure hell
we moved to LAC
OMFG
i been thr lyk 6 times (including this time)
- - totally sian diao
played general games n high e n rock climbing
also had sandcastle building planning n discussion
basically
a rather long tiring day
1 thing to note was tt our instructors malikka, wei lun n charlie liew
facilitated us aft every activity tt we did
askd many qns tt rly got us reflecting
this was wat made e experiance an eye-opening one bah
lastly we had vision workshop part 1
in which e 3 class leaders got tgt to rly think of our class vision

DAY 3
today's e most back-breaking day man!
SANDCASTLE BUILDING!
in case i didnt explain earlier
our grp did on e asthestics area of AJ campus 2038
will post on blog if thr's a pic of our final masterpiece
nearly drove us crazy cos e part we were workin on kept crumbling down
LOL
but still we persevered on n introduced flexibilty
(u can tell tt was part of e reflection thingy)
so our final sandcastle structure was still successful =)
we also played general stns
n had e conflict management workshop as well as
the continuation of vision workshop
we also discussed on our SL proj tt was given to us during e camp
was rly rly damn funny lar!
our team included yilin n her class leaders
had a great laugh durin discussion time
but anyway here's e gist of our SL proj
we're organizing activities to interact wif the elderly at xin yuan community care
loads of funny ideas was brought up here!!! ROFL
at nite
i had a very bad headache
had problems even walkin straight
totally crazy man
plus e fact tt i had digestive probs during e 1st 2 days
haiz
so cos of tt i was brought to e sick bay
sry instructor malikka, weilun n charlie for worryin abt me!
took med n slept
also muz thank dear madelyn n yilin for being there =)
love u girls!

DAY 4
woke up n felt much better
but still had abit of stomach prob....
since it was raining
we went indoors n played games
aft which was e 1st aid workshop
wish darl was e 1 conducting e workshop
nxt up we had e values workshop part 2
then we discussed e final details of SL proj
and tryin out e games we planned
pretty interesting
poor yilin had constipation
didnt know wat to do to help her
cos i didnt had med for constipation
only had e charcoal pills which helps diarrhea
we also practiced fine-tunin our singing HAHA!

DAY 5
its e SL day 2day! (at e same time counting down
to land ex n last day =p)
went to e community centre n picked up e elderly ppl
had a lot of fun interacting wif them n playin e games
but yar
thr's e lang barrier
i only knew abit of teochew
all of them spoke diff dialects including teochew
had a hard time communicating
thankfully sum of them understood chinese
but thru this SL i learnt alot frm e elderly ppl
seriously alot
was a very enriching experiance =)
aft SL was emotional SOS workshop
then we slept slightly earlier to prepare ourselves for e land ex

DAY 5 at 10 plus
gettin ready for land ex
pretty excited n scared
HAHA
madelyn we can do it!!! jiayou!!!

DAY 6
we trekked frm AJ to bedok jetty
set off arnd 11pm n reached at 5 30am plus
cool
i n mad talked alot of stuff
so tt kept us distracted frm e fatigue n stuff
finally when we reached
e sense of accomplishment was juz too immense
rly wonder hw we managed to make it so far sia
WOOTS!
WE GIRLS RAWK! (me, mad n yilin)
back at AJ
we had grad ceremony
received cert n e ABCDE shirt
also had a great lunch n bid farewell to 'inspector malikka', instructor 48 and 'uncle charlie'
HAHAHAHA
damn funny la the 3 of them
plus e gay couple (brandon n instructor 48)
HAHAHAHA
will miss them loads
of course i'll also miss my sisters
mad n yilin tigger!
u guyz r rly great man...
love u guyz loads!

overall
e camp was a great experiance
plus its cos of all e pumpin tt i hv stronger arm muscles now sia
wahahahaha!
'campers, 50 down'
'pumpin position now!'
'campers where's ur sense of urgency??'
i'll nvr 4get this whole experiance

so there
will try blogging more consistently
'yawns
signing off...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

CO CONCERT!

woots!
went for aj co concert on sat wif darl
hahas

met up wif kor n mich for dinner
went kfc at tpy hub
then we made our way to tiong bahru mrt stn
went to e nearest florist to buy sunflowers for jer n mooncake
(yeah i know its totally last min...)
met gina n her fren outside SCH
sat at e 2nd row
omg la
so close
cld see jer damn clearly
tt silly girl
keep smiling to herself when she saw us
wth
sha gua
but ya
rly happy to see her on stage performing
mooncake too!
wasnt as obvious
but later i read her blog
OMTIAN
she say she heard me call her name la!
HAHAHA
my voice too distinct liao
but darl say its gd so she knows im thr for her too
hahaha
overall e concert was v gd
though its my 1st time listening to CO concert
but i felt it was a gd ear-opening
(k i dunno if gt such term ornot.. HAHA) experiance
best thing is
its wif darl =)
yupz

after CO concert
we went bk to bishan for supper
at (isit called the coffee club or smth liddat?)
originally wantd 2 try e cheesecake but damn suai
so darl bought apple crumble instead
i bought juz plain ice tea
(boohoo... was actually quite hungry de but cos i had ulcer so damn pain... )
haha!
so tt marked e end of my wonderful saturday

I WAN GO FOR ANOTHER CONCERT!!!
lol...
damn sad cant go for choir concert
so qiao grandma's bdae on tt day
haiz
otherwise i confirm go de lor!
still
gambatte jon! i'll be supporting u mentally while enjoying
my 10 course dinner =p
HAHAHA

k gtg chiong geog essay le
brb!

COOL MON!!!

WOOHOO!!!
mon cv was SO BLOODY COOL SIA!
WAHAHAHAHAHA.....
91.3 FM came down to AJC
cool shit
we dedicated songs via the DJ
jickky dedicated my FAV SONG KILLA by cherish n joc!!!
omg la!
hahahahha....
i dedicated beat it fall out boy feat john mayer
to kb, pig, yunhan n soen
he summore recorded my voice n played it LIVE
OMFG
damn cool
i heard my own voice over e radio at arnd 9 plus
totally dun sound lyk me at all la!!!
i sound more lyk a.... quoted frm sum1's sms
'hiphop pop singer'
HAHAHAHA.....
pig sounded so demure la!
LOL
total opposite of hu she rly is (oops! shhh...)
kb said it sounded totally lyk me - -
btw pig dedicated to 1108 stop n stare by one republic

1 more interesting thing is
as u can tell frm e pics below
WE TOOK PHOTO WIF E DJ N PAUL TWOHILL!
pig's idol...
hahaha...
she damn funny! so shy lyk yunhan! LOL
anyways i wasnt rly a big fan of him
but still no harm in takin a photo wif him =p



paul twohill, me n e DJ



paul, pig, soen, yunhan, me n e DJ!

1 last interesting thing was...

we ran napfa 2.4km

omfg it was damn bloody freaking hot

BUT

my timing was 12 58!!!

WOOTS!!!

i originally wantd 13 11 or 13 15 de

in e end

HAHA

btr than wat i expected

NEW PERSONAL RECORD!

wahahahaha....

great sense of achievement sia =p

tnf meet 2mrw

cheerleading HOT HOT HOT

hope to get our 4x400m medal on e podium sia!

hahaha....

lookin 4ward 2 wats cumin aft tnf meet too!!! =p

shh... my lips are sealed

gtg zz le

update soon!

lunch today + lyrics!!!

woots!
went out wif yh 2day for lunch =)
went to eh was it called e coffee club? at ngee ann city
hahas!
yum yum
at 1st didnt know whr to go eat de
then we walk walk walk
until we saw e coffee club
looked interesting
so we checked it out
COOL
gt food tt looked tempting!!!
wahahaha
so we ate thr lor
YUMMY!
i ordered seafood lasagne
his was smoked salmon wif garlic cream linguini
omg e salmon is so damn nice
my seafood one too!
got squid mussels n prawns
OMFG
i wan eat again la!!!
LOL
running 2.4 on mon
so gonna die man
hahahaha
but well
i dun regret eating! =p

c tests nxt wk
hvt rly started studying
omgomgomg
i cant afford to fail any common tests!!!
haiz
ready to mug 2mrw =(

my seafood lasagne! =)

our iced mocha wif vanilla ice cream (eh i think e ice cream's sorta gone by now =p) n thick choc below (see e dark brown patch at e bottom of e glass? tts it! )

btw now quite crazy over this song n right here by miley

quite lyk e lyrics

haha

alrdy dedicated right here to kb

wateva tt i wantd 2 say

was so clearly expressed in tt song

yupz

love u lots kb!!!

gambatte!

See You Again - Miley Cyrus

I Got My Sights Set On You

And I'm Ready To Aim

I Have A Heart That Will Never Be Tame

I Knew You Were Something Special

When You Spoke My Name

Now I Can't Wait To See You Again

I've Got A Way Of Knowing

When something Is Right

I Feel Like I Must Have Known You In Another Life

'Cause I Felt This Deep Connection

When You Looked In My Eyes

Now I Can't Wait To See You Again

[CHORUS]

The Last Time I Freaked Out

I Just Kept Looking Down

I St-St-Stuttered When You

Asked Me What I'm Thinking About

Felt Like I Couldn't Breathe

You Asked What's Wrong With Me

My Best Friend Leslie said "Oh, She's Just Being Miley"

The Next Time We Hang Out I Will Redeem Myself

My Heart Can't Rest 'Till Then

Whoah, Whoah, I

I Can't Wait To See You Again

I Got This Crazy Feeling Deep Inside

When You Called And Asked To See Me Tomorrow Night

I'm Not A Mind Reader

But I'm Reading The Signs

That You Can't Wait To See Me Again

sianz...

wah
dunno y nowadays lyk damn lazy to update le
hahas
rather bz
wif work
wif tests
n of course chatting wif him
HAHA

nw that i know thr are MORE ppl readin my blog...
i guess i cant rly put much stuff up here le
HAHA
esp 1108 sophia airu n gang
omtian
their whole gang knows abt me n him lar!?
LOL
dun rly wan this kind of 'popularity' though
hahaha...

sports ppl hving their season these past few wks
jickky's disappearing for soccer
yunhan for tennis
pig for hockey
kb BB
haiz
kenna ps sia...
LOL
but anyway
to all of yall
GAMBATTE!!!
LOVE U GUYZ LOTS!!!
dun wry...
if u 'bu shuang' them
let me know
im MS remember?
WAHAHAHAHA.....
i can easily set a 'bomb' in their sch
LOL
jkjk...
but yar
all the best for ur matches!!!

will be gg for CO concert wif him n gina
haha!
so lookin forward to it!!
jiayou to
jer, mooncake, terence, hamster aka soen!!!

o yar
will be gg to e J2's prom
hope ppl dun ask me
'dawn wat r u doing here??'
esp e teachers
i juz wanna be wif my ex-class
hv fun b4 we all lyk go our separate ways
also most importantly
hv a great prom nite wif HIM
it has always been my wish to be a
NO LAUGHING
1 nite 'cinderella'
i know how stupid this sounds but...
well... im a girl hu's rly into this kinda stuff
nvm me...
im still young at heart even though ive long crossed e '18' barrier
hahahaha...
cant wait for prom!!!
so happy tt kb's gg too!
love u kb!!! =)

kk
gtg do work le
common test wk nxt wk =(
totally not lookin 4ward to the TESTS
haiz...
but gambatte!
for e sake of CO concert!!! =p
update soon!

命中注定我爱你主题曲 =）

九十九次我愛他 - 元若藍

保加利亞玫瑰的精油
全滴在他 剛才牽過我的手
橫衝直撞 我的心像一顆躲避球
誰懂愛停在手裡多久

學問道理教科書都有
戀愛上上籤到底哪裡求
如果有教授 我一定要努力修
丘比特呀快為我加油

多想帶著雷達 到他夢裡
仔細調查
愛的正卡還有沒有副卡
也想拿起掃把 在他心底
洗洗刷刷
不專心的念頭 哎咿哎咿 都清除啦

九十九次我愛他 少了眼皮會亂眨
要他能心電感應我的想法
每天念著他的名字 哎咿哎咿 一句不差
九十九次我愛他 少了頭髮會分岔
要他的想念每天準時打卡
愛像冰淇淋在嘴裡溶化

my super LONG post

loads of stuff happened since my last post
haha...
lets see if i can recall...

last wkend i went out
supposed to be wif yh, kb, jy n jon
in e end?!
jy say 'not enuf time to travel to hotel'...
so all ps me n yh
so we went to far east plaza n bought FRIED MARS BAR!!!
OMG
SO FATTENING!
but extremely yummy, no doubt abt tt!
wahahahaha.....
then we both sian diao..
went to jer's hse
on e way we pop into sum small gallery thing near e mrt stn
cool man.
HAHA
then we took e mrt to jer's hse
frm orchard all e way to woodlands lar!
LOL
seems lyk gt too much time to kill liao.
zl was oso thr
HAHA
wantd to watch island but didnt hv enuf time though
haiz
anyway
her dad's cooking was excellent!
as if it were restaurant food lar!
he oso showed us a chi erm i dunno wat u called it but
i guess u can call it a mini essay?
LOL
cool man....

mon was our heats for 4X400m
SIAN MAN
waited until 7 plus for our heats
totally nuts man
kb n pig had abit of a conflict?
cos we wantd 2 give up looking at pig so tired
but she insisted on not giving up
so glad we ran at e end
WE CAME IN 1ST !!!
OMFTIAN
hahahaha
rly damn happy sia
but aft running my round
i juz collapse at e stands n couldnt get up
my legs was damn pain sia!
thank god for avril
she help rubbed deep heat rub
healed damn fast sia!
deep heat rockz man!
HAHA
n yar, thnx KB for talkin to me =)
i rly appreciate tt alot!

o.. then when i went hm
tts when i fell sick
=(
running nose - used up lyk half e tissue box within a nite
SIAN
felt abit feverish too..
haiz
n e worse thing was
i still had to chiong GP hmwk (4gt to do!)
plus e geog prjt (but thnx to jeremy, he was rly understanding.. arigatou!)
felt rly sick e nxt day so took a day off
but at hm
i rly missed yh, kb, pig, yunhan n 1108 sia...
lols
thnx 4 those hu smsd me ur concerns!
ARIGATOU!!!
love u guyz!

went back to sch 2day
morning was totally horrible
tried my very best to stay awake cos e drowsy effect of e med
hadnt subside fully
thankfully ms sabariah was totally fine n even told me not to
go odac in this state n to rest my head if i felt unwell.
SO NICE LAR!
haiz
feel damn guilty for forgettin to do gp hmwk
sry ms sabariah!!
i promise i wun ever 4get !
n thr was kb n pig
wahahaha
im missed!
hehehe
thnx to them my day didnt turn out to be so bad
in fact we had alot of gd laughs here n thr
WAHAHAHA
o yar
e finals of e fdc
30 07 didnt win
but well... it sure was interesting lookin at yh cross dressing!
ROFL
so cool to hv a new 'gf ' sia!
HAHAHA!

sianz
2mrw nd to go sch even though thr's no lesson?!
wth
waste of my time
im bringing all of my tutorials to sch to do
gt test nxt wk
muz jiayou man!
nt 2 mention tt im gg 2 be damn busy on sat
chem tuition, piano class n last but not least, STEF'S BAND CONCERT
woots!
im gg wif yh mah.. tts y so IMPT!
HAHAHA
can't wait till sat!
tt reminds me..
i btr stop spending so much $ gg 4 movies + ex lunchs + concerts
start learning e art of window shopping!!!
lols

kk.
i guess my post is damn long liao
btr stop here
more updates soon!
ganbatte! =)

yh's profile!!! LOL, ROFL + LOL combined

CHECK THIS OUT MAN!!!
this is yh's profile thingy.
read it when u feel down.
SURE CAN LOL DE!
*still laughin after 10 mins...
ouch my jaws hurt sia!

Real name: 13 (yea no kidding)
Nicknames: Chiang Yi Herng
Married: no, and never will be... too bad :P
Male/Female: after IHFDC, i cant tell
High School: bss
College: ajc
University: piss off
Short or long hair: short but want long
Are you a healthy freak: who cares about health, when its time to die, u die
Height: neglegible
Weight: neglegible too
Do you have a crush on someone?: currently, no.
Do you like yourself?: sometimes.
Righty or lefty: righty!
First…
Piercing: to hell wif this, i dun go for thaipusam mind u
Person you see in the morning: myself? in the mirror?
Award: does a paper plane comp count?
Sport you joined: i dun do sports
Pet: spider
Vacation: HK, when i was barely 1yrs old (beat THAT)
Concert: kindergarten graduation concert
First crush: crushes are supposed to be secret
Currently…
Eating: curry puff
Drinking: teh
I’m about to: go on to the next qn
Your future…
Want kids: no
Want to get married: heads up, no
Careers in mind: how nice would it be to be able to be a singer/actor/wadeva the hell tt brings u fame
Which is better?
Lips or eyes?: eyes, check out uchihas', hyuugas', allen's, and mine xD
Hugs or kisses: kiss kiss
Shorter or taller: shorter (less energy wastage)
Romantic or spontaneous: dun understand
Sensitive or loud: dun care
Troublemaker or hesitant?: are these even opposites?
Have you ever kissed a stranger: cos not. but does being kissed by a 1st 3 mths OG member on the 1st month count?
Drank bubbles: yea, saliva bubbles
Lost glasses/contacts: yes, after 1 month tt damn specs jumped (what are the paladins doing man...)
Ran away from home: yes, when i'm late for wadeva
Liked someone younger: yes
Liked someone older: yes, i like everyone
Broke someone’s heart: i tink so......
Cried when someone died: no... death is a good thing
DO you believe in…
Yourself: who else?
Miracles: nah, its all planned
Heaven: duh... i came from there
Santa claus: i murdered him 50 yrs ago
Magic: real or fake?
Answer truthfully…
Is there someone you want to be with right now: duh its yes
Do you believe in God: Theo = god

interesting short self-intro crap

saw on jer's blog...
saw on kb's blog...
guess now's my turn!
*though i found it a little stupid...
but nvm
i'll juz try out anyway!

Real name: Lim Jiaying Dawn / Dawn Lim Jiaying *dunno which sequence lar!
Nicknames: dAwNi3, THE FAMOUS MAS SELAMAT (absolutely ridiculous), bommy (related to MS), donkey, 猴子 etc....
Male/Female: FEMALE DUH. guy's version is DON. pls get this right.
High School: CGSS =)
College: AJC
University: NUS biomedical research area.
Short or long hair: in between? haha
Are you a healthy freak: a little? can tell when i mention abt pratas n ice cream hvin loads of calories...
Height: 156cm (yes pathetic i know...haiz...)
Weight: 46.2 (trying to get back into the 45 range)
Do you have a crush on someone?: hmm.. does my bf count?
Do you like yourself?: depends
Righty or lefty: righty =)

First…
Piercing: 'scratches head... i think its k2?
Person you see in the morning: mum =)
Award: Swimming award (4gt wat it was)
Sport you joined: swimming
Pet: RABBIT!!!
Vacation: malaysia, genting highlands
Concert: erm erm... does choir concert count? dun rly go 4 this kind of thing.. but hope i can go for more concerts, this time wif my bf
First crush: p5

Currently…
Eating: just finished dinner... gummy bears? HAHA
Drinking: nothing
I’m about to: finish this blog post XD

Your future…
Want kids: yup =)
Want to get married: between 24 and 28
Careers in mind: cancer researcher, wedding gown designer (i know how funny this sounds but i did rly thot of tt)

Which is better?
Lips or eyes?: eyes
Hugs or kisses: hugs
Shorter or taller: taller!
Romantic or spontaneous: a little of both.. or maybe abit more to e romantic side?
Sensitive or loud: sensitive pls...
Troublemaker or hesitant?: troublemaker =p

Have you ever...
Kissed a stranger: OMG DUH NO!
Drank bubbles: wth is tt??
Lost glasses/contacts: dropped mine in e sea?!
Ran away from home: i love home. no thanks. plus the money issue.
Liked someone younger: hmmm EC counted?
Liked someone older: yup... was seriously blind =(
Broke someone’s heart: recently yes
Cried when someone died: yes.

DO you believe in…
Yourself: depends
Miracles: 废话... doesn't my blog url say it?
Heaven: YES
Santa claus: not rly... whr's my present frm santa??
Magic: sumtimes
Answer truthfully…
Is there someone you want to be with right now: my bf?
Do you believe in God: yup. im a christian. =)
--END OF PROFILE--

can't wait for sat!!! =)

o yar abit random lar
but i think this song's quite sweet
juz lyk my bf =)
but minus e 1st verse thnk u.

Our Song - Taylor Swift

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car
He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel
The other on my heart
I look around, turn the radio down
He says baby is something wrong?
I say nothing I was just thinking how we don't have a song
And he says...

[Chorus:]
Our song is the slamming screen door,
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
Cause it's late and your mama don't know
Our song is the way you laugh
The first date man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have
And when I got home ... before I said Amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I was walking up the front porch steps after everything that day
Had gone all wrong and been trampled on
And lost and thrown away
Got to the hallway, well on my way to my lovin' bed
I almost didn't notice all the roses
And the note that said...

[Repeat Chorus]

I've heard every album, listened to the radio
Waited for something to come along
That was as good as our song...

Cause our song is the slamming screen door
Sneaking out late, tapping on his window
When we're on the phone and he talks real slow
Cause it's late and his mama don't know
Our song is the way he laughs
The first date man, I didn't kiss him, and I should have
And when I got home, before I said Amen
Asking God if he could play it again

fri - NG JIANYANG!!!

WAHAHAHAHA....

met jy on fri (as u can see frm e title =p )

woots!

rly miss tt faggot sia

seems lyk we hvt met for a very very long time

but in actual fact it was juz last wk..

or maybe e wk b4..

hahas

but anyway

was rly hpy 2 see him n his gay partner jon tgt!

FINALLY jon gets 2 see n talk 2 jy since his return frm italy

here's a pic i took featuring the 2 GAY PARTNERS

(jy/jon will kill me if they know tt i posted this here.. but well

I DUN CARE! =P )

SO SWEET RITE???

just missed out e part of holding hands

LOL

so after gg round amk hub

we decided on fish n co.

ate fish n chips

YUMMY!!!

but only managed 2 eat lyk half of e fish n sum chips

dog aka jeremy who met us later GLADLY

*may i emphasise e word GLADLY

polished up e plate for me

PIANG LAR

another rubbish bin

he seemed so deprived of food lar!

damn funny

jon ar.. u nvr feed ur dog pedigree isit??

lols....

went back 2 sch 2 wait for yh

went 2 j8 2 watch STEP UP 2!!!

hahas

though i watched on youtube alrdy

e quality wasnt tt gd

most importantly

i didnt watch wif HIM

HAHA

anyway it was gd to watch it again

all e dance steps=W O W

totally cool sia!!!

after dinner (which i felt too full to eat so i juz watchd him eat)

we went HAAGEN DAZS!!!

OMG

it was totally HEAVEN

belgium choc + choc cookies (cant quite remember e name) + strawberry cheesecake

topped with hot choc fudge n caramel sauce

SO SWEET!!!!!!!!!

WAHAHAHAHA....

but yar think abt e calories...

though i did EARN an ice cream for all e hellish pe + pt sessions i went thru

eating tt was gaining at least twice of wat i burnt off

LOL

guess i gotta work out again nxt wk!

after savouring tt super sweet ice cream

super sweet yh walked me home =)

1st time tt a guy wld walk me home!!!

hahas...

rly felt so xin4 fu2 tt day =)

but yar

after all tt

i gtg chiong hmwk

GOT SO MUCH HMWK LAR!

siao...

2mrw still gt qing ming jie

muz wake up early go mt vernon

'sobs

shall go 'chiong hmwk'!

outing wif yh, kb n jy =)

no comments on my outing wif yh, kb n jy
except tt we had good food (OMG HK restaurent n BEN N JERRYS!)
n we had a gd time chatting (wish jon was there...)
beat that man!
hahas
but v sad
had to leave for piano lesson at 4 plus
sianz...
i originally wantd 2 stay until after dinner then go up 2 e top level of vivo
n watch e stars at nite (sounds so nice rite??)
but well
some other day bah...
o yar
we oso passed by sum wedding exhibition thing in vivo
OMG E GOWNS R SUPER NICE!!!!
nt tt i wanna get married or wat
but one of my past ambition was to be a
get this right.
WEDDING GOWN DESIGNER
dunno y...
but i was rly interested in designing gowns
loved daniel yam's gowns
always vowed tt i wld wear such a gown for prom
though im no princess
i juz wanna hv wat a normal girl alwys want
a cinderella night
as simple as that
but for now
reality is nt giving me such an opportunity yet
till then...
hahas.
anyway enuf of all e crap
here's some pics frm 2day!

sweets tt yh bought for us =p ARIGATOU!
random to e max. LOL

anyway

one more impt thing

i hinted my mum on my bgr thing

she was totally ok wif it

so i juz spilled everything

luckily she n dad was lyk

'we're ok.. juz as long as it doesnt affect ur studies'

so i juz nd 2 jiayou 4 my academic stuff

TIME MANAGEMENT!!!

hving chem tuition 2mrw

sianz...

till then...

=) im living life my way!

impt announcement

i finally talkd 2 most of my frens
including ry
cos at 1st quite scared she'll be upset or angry at me
hahas
turned out to be a false alarm
we'll still be frenz no matter wat happens de, dearest ry!
hahas

anyway
here's it.
im officially attached!
my very first bf: yh =)
but yar
its lyk sorta useless posting it here
cos ALMOST E WHOLE FREAKIN WORLD KNOWS
omg lar
dunno hw on earth it spread until so scary sia
HAHA
but i hope it can stop spreading
this kinda thing shld also hv a limit bah

kk..
as for hw it started
i can only say one thing
11 59 on my bdae!
HAHA
go figure =p

but anyway
now kb n jy is lyk eeww-ing me
dunno y lar!
HULLO
WE'RE NT EVEN SENDING MUSHY MESSAGES
siao lar the both of them
can't wait to see jon's rxn
i think he'll juz explode?! (quoted frm dear kb)

lots of things hppnd after jon left
this bgr thing n e most saddening thing
JY leaving for poly
in fact he alrdy left
omg
i n kb was damn sad lar
super super super reluctant to let him go
k no.. sounds wrong
but u get wat i mean rite?
e 4 of us ie me, kb, jy n jon
went thru SO MUCH TGT
being retained
being caught for playing cards
ponin
all of it sounds pretty negative
but frankly
tts when u know hu ur true frens are
so our frenship is rly very very strong
undescribable in words alone
an invisible bond linking all 4 of us tgt
but now
though jy left
we will always miss him
no1 2 shower me wif sarcarsm daily
no1 sitting at tt same table always chkin his phone
no1 playing cards wif us in sch (kidding.. we dun dare le!)
omg
i rly miss u jy!!!
haiz
but still
i guess u'll be happier in poly
so tts y me n kb will respect ur decision n
ultimately hope tt u do well in poly
though we'll miss u terribly
'sobs
but yar i really treasure u as a gd fren n hope e best for wateva u do in future
do keep in contact!

will blog again 2mrw.
so looking forward to sat =p
signing off! =)

I shouldn't love you,
but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you,
but I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop
Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's gettin' hard to
Be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

This emptiness is killin' me
I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Lookin' back I realize it was always there, just never spoken


suddenly wonder why these lyrics sounded so familiar
as if it was what i felt in e past
drenched in the pouring rain
it only makes me feel worse now

ITS D DAY!!!

1stly , big THANK U for those hu remembered my bdae!!!
too many ppl, but i know hu u r
yupz..
ARIGATOU!
love u ppl!!! =)

k..
now e story:
it was FINALLY the day
D DAY.
hahas
made it sound so big when in actual fact
its juz my bdae
LOL
anyway
thnx 2 tt sum1
i had a happy bdae!
haha..
cant say out e name yet
but yar
one thing sad was tt
1ST TIME GT SO MANY PPL PS ME!!!
'underline+highlight+bold'
seriously
since my bdae is always in e hols
i didnt hv any frens 2 celebrate wif me until sec sch
but WL
ytdy was ultimate SAD sia
jer, kb, my, zl, pl all my girl-frens
PS ME OF ALL DAYS
lols
quite unexpected leh
my idea of 18th bdae was supposed 2 be wif a group of my frens
go eat lunch n watch movie tgt
juz lyk any normal outing i had
but haiz
every1 was forced 2 get their priorties right
so yupz
i may seem angry
but deep down
i wld be thinking:
'jiayou jiayou! its ok de...'
hahas
cos i wld hv most prob done e same thing
ultimately, its studies tt is most impt=)

but though i felt sad
i oso felt SUPER HAPPY
ARIGATOU princess jer!
i think u gave me e best bdae present?!
LOL
its nt ok 2 say now
so...
i'll keep in mind first?
HAHA
for me
it was lyk a MIRACLE
though my blog's name is miracles do happen in my world
i rly didn't expect it to rly hppn 2 me!
tt idea was totally absurd
totally impossible
totally hard-to-believe
but after confirming
i felt rly surprised
RLY HAPPY
haiz
4get it
i can nvr describe e feeling accurately in words
but guess u sorta know wat i mean?
hahas
still abit scared when i woke up in e morning tt it was nth but a dream
whr's e 真实感 man??

anyway
here's sum pics of ytdy!


bdae present frm sum1... LOL
cant reveal e name yet!

woah! tts wat MY saw rite? hahahas...

1st time im in vivo cinema

YES I KNOW IM FREAKING DEPRIVED!!!

my bdae cake!

me n e cake!
me n my cake AGAIN


wahahaha...

so cool lar

e cake had a biscuit base

but its SUPER SWEET

almost lyk e tiramisu cake tt my cedar frens bought for me

SUPER SWEET

haiz

nt tt i hate eating cakes

but i rly dun lyk cakes tt r too sweet

HAHA

but well

i appreciate e cake

or rather

BOTH CAKES

lols...

march hols ending liao

'sobs

i still gt my pile of incomplete hmwk

shit man

shall go chiong my hmwk now

tata!

presents frm my kor!

wah!!!
kor so nice lar
gave me my bdae present 2day =)
hahas
thnx kor!
i will definitely jiayou de!
GAMBATTE!!!
一百分的猴子！！！ original form...
MONKEY GIFT 1
MONKEY GIFT 2

damn funny lar!
both gifts gt smth 2 do wif monkey
but tts cos i gt 2 know my kor better thru 'bull fighting'
hahas
ARIGATOU KOR KOR!!!
wish u all e best for ur studies ! =p



1 more day to D DAY!!!

COUNTING DOWN 2 D DAY!!! =P

2 more days!!!!!! =)

my bdae presents frm nu er, keet n pok!

this is frm my nu er, candice darling. OMG. she tell me use this 2 go SEDUCE her future daddy. wth lar?! LOLS. dad says i gt nth 2 show anyway. which is a fact, frankly speaking. XD

necklace frm keet n pok. SO SWEET! =)

earrings tt came tgt wif e necklace. OMG lar. i feel so paiseh. muz hv been quite ex. THNX ALOT KEET N POK! =)

went out to eat dinner wif nu er candice, keet n pok

damn long nvr see them liao (i see keet almost everyday in sch, so NA)

we ate at ajisen

ordered crayfish
YUMMMY!!!!!!

haha...

then keet n pok brought e tiramisu cake

wif candles on it

i felt rly happy sia =)

HAO XIN FU !!!!

so fortunate 2 hv such gd frens arnd

hahas

miss cedar lots...

mooncake's bdae in abt 30 mins time!

HAPPY BDAE MOONCAKE!!!

wahahaha.... =p

d day's coming in 2 days 30 mins time..

WAHAHAHAHA!!!

counting down.... =)

NYAA CAMP MYSTERY!!!

WOOTS!
nyaa camp finally over
hahas
spent 3D2N wif ODAC n yh, jess, ml, yr n reuben
being in e log comm was a gd experiance
learnt alot frm gina darl
abt how xin ku n tiring e job can be
without her
i think i wld hv screwed up e entire log stuff
THANX ALOT DARL!!
next up: AJYJ xchange prog
this time in admin comm
n hopefully can work wif sum J1s
plus expose myself to admin stuff
btw if u guyz wanna see photos i took during e camp
go 2 my frenster acct
yupz
but its nt rly alot though
hahas

muz go chiong hmwk liao
there's loads to complete b4 i can rly enjoy myself
D DAY'S CUMING!!!!! =)


i miss my EC...

......

haiz
gg 2 see e p n ms siau later liao
tgt wif e 2 Js and kb

dunno y im in so much trouble this yr
well
the chi horoscope did say e horse yr's gonna hv a bad yr now
but i suppose u cant put tt as a reason
ITS ALL MY FAULT
if i hadnt played cards at all
all these wouldnt hv happened
my record will be 'clean n green'
juz lyk all along
hahas
wish time could turn back

anyway
im super busy rite now
wif nyaa camp cuming up
there's loads of log 2 prepare
n e's nt rly helping?!
hell
i can try being independent =)
dun nd his help
wahahaha
girls rawk!
hehehehe

so till then
tata!

P.S i got new EC!!! no guessing thnk u. =)

p ubin!!!

woots!
went to recee for odac
cycled to e east for 1st half
fell at least 6 times sia
=(
in front of so many ppl!!!
stupid eug took photo of me after
i fell into a mud puddle
piang.
go ahead
laugh as much as u want
anyway
i wasnt an experianced cyclist
so its rather norm for me le.
LOL

then at e 2nd half
i had leg cramp
cos burger stop n help me
we lost e whole grp
OMTIAN LAR
i felt so ps n guilty
haiz
but burger was v nice
she say as long as we both get out of tt place can liao
hahas
we met a man later on
he was also lost
haha
so we went up e mountain biking trail
n back track all e way to e main road
woots
i n burger reached e bb court arnd 3
so ps for making every1 wait 4 us
n rly rly thnk u burger! =)

but anyway
after completing a 'bike marathon'
since we cycled more than enough
hopefully tt means i've becum a better cyclist
yupz =)

will be rather busy during this wk cos of selection camp stuff
hahas
till then
tata!

i still prefer jade over a rock. will there be aquamarine, my one true love?
i will never consider rock, even if it turns out to be a diamond.

update. soon.

ps ppl..
will update soon
juz went to p ubin 2day.
will blog abt it more 2mrw
since my timetable is
f-ing ridiculously free.
hahas.
tata! =)

Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it, you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking i'm going crazy

But I don't care what they said
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That i keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep,keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet i know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

JUMPER!!!!

such a fun day 2day!
went for chem tuition
(ok..tts nt e fun part duh...)
then met jy at e bus stop
waited 4 yh n my
kb was late
so we went 2 kfc
1st time eating a zinger!
wahahaha..
i sound so deprived man

after tt was JUMPER!!!
WOOTS!!!
so damn cool lar!
he can 'jump' frm places 2 places
wtshit
imagine during ur break can jump home
or jump 2 sum country
jump 2 ANYWHERE
piang.
I WANT TO BE A JUMPER!
or.. lyk in e show..
hv a jumper BF
wtf.
tt wld be so great sia.
rome lookd damn nice!!!
muz go there when i hv e $
hehehe..
yh said e actors damn lucky
get to travel arnd lar!
N THEY R FREAKIN PAID!
unfair.

will be rather free e nxt whole wk
cos mon practically no tutorial
tues hol
wed-fri ORIENTATION 2
piang.
sianz...
now we r lyk super super slack
of course
sumtimes oso gt 2 chiong hmwk lar
n nw we oso more stressed...
haiz
muz jiayou
mum oso complaining i nowadays quite slack
gg out too often
(hey.. i didnt go out last mnth lar!)
hahas
anyway
jump back
nw muz rly jiayou 4 nxt term. =)
tata!
*jumps to rome

cross ctry!

woots!
i rly tried my best 2day liao
thnk god i didnt drop dead sia
lols
results nt out yet
hopefully can be in top 20
hahas!
o.. n 1408 won 2nd place
wahahah!
so hpy!!!
hehe..
2day laugh too much liao
v tired
will blog more nxt time =)

FRENSHIP/ V DAY

WOOTS!
FRENSHIP/ V DAY!!!
hehehe...
spent a lot of time for 'preparing' v day
basically
juz gettin presents
hahas
went shoppin wif kb at ps on tues
then ytdy nite,
spent almost e whole nite wrappin up e presents
slept at arnd 12 plus
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

gave wr, zl, pl, kb, my, jy, jon (jy n jon is me n kb share de)
eug, yh, gina, kor kor, dx, ry, zy, keet, yr
rly sry 2 e rest of e ppl hu gave me bt i didnt give back
psps!
i'll get more nxt yr?
hahas

will try uploadin pics of e gifts tt i gave n received
(i love my wrapping!!!)
o yar
i received an anonymous pink rose frm sum1
e red one was frm candice
e other one 'a friend'
i was lyk wth?
hu on earth so wu liao one
mr/ms 'a friend'
can tell me hu u r if u hppnd 2 read this?
thnx a lot!

gtg mug 4 bio le
hahas
tata!

HAPPY FRENSHIP/ V DAY 2 ALL OF U!!! <3

random post

‘生命中再也不会有机会看到真爱的存在
从今天起你的心不会跳
你的汗水不会有热情
你吃的饭不会有味道
一直到你死的那一天
你都会后悔 ’

WAHAHAA....I'M LOVING MYSELF!!!!

HEY PPL!!!
I'VE GOT A NEW HAIRSTYLE!!!
omtian...
zi lian...
for e 1st time?!
i so LOVE my hair now.
guess i dun hv 2 put a pic of me here
since im gg sch 2mrw.
get ready 2 comment ppl!
hehehe...
*secretly hoping for gd comments
actually
i was kinda hoping for hebe's hairstyle in
dou niu yao bu yao
as in e short hair version
then 2day when mum brought me 2 e hairstylist
i told him e length of how short i wantd it 2 be
(not exactly short lar.. but u know wat i mean)
n he said he'll give me a new hairstyle
ok...
then after he was done
i was lyk OMTIAN
it was exactly wat i wantd!!!
ok lar
im nt hebe
of course i wun look as nice as her
but i rly rly lykd tt hairstyle
n so far mum thinks i look great in short hair
except for e time i lookd exploded in tt ez link card photo
damn tt $10 hairstylist n e cameraman.

so looking forward 2 2mrw! =)

LONG TIME NO BLOG

NOTE: i finished studyin geog, tts y i can blog now. i didnt slack! =p

OMTIAN
im so sry!!!
psps
this blog is lyk so freakin dead
outdated.
wateva u call it.
e passion for bloggin lyk dying down liao.
hahas.
but hmm
at least i found a new one!
BASKETBALL!!!
how does tt sound?
let me know thru e tagboard =)
anyway, muz rly thank coach tai aka khui pisang 4 givin me lessons on bb.
ARIGATOU!

i know alot of ppl are concerned abt me
ever since e 'staying back' thing came abt.
so yar, ppl,
thnx 4 ur concern =)
rly appreciate all of yall.
love u ppl !!
how shld i put it..
i think my mind has sumwat overcomed this barrier
but of course
no one is perfect
i admit
there r times whereby i juz start stone-ing
n ask myself
'y m i in this feels-pathetic-but-not-rly state?'
sounds lyk i hvt rly gotten over e setback
in fact
this can be considered my greatest setback so far

its rly hard to keep hvin an optimistic view
rly difficult to keep up tt false pretense wif ppl hu think
'omg, u're a RETAINEE'
tts rite.
i'm one.
but tt doesnt mean im of a lower intellectual level than them.
i rly hope ppl can stop tt 'traditional' way of thinking.
cos tt rly breaks my self-confidence.
and not to mention
e other fellow peers in e same state as me.
in a nutshell,
be more sensitive.
its time tt ppl shld learn e true meaning of RESPECT.
nevertheless,
we'll also try our very best to gain this respect tt we deserve.
after all,
our A lvl's results may prove to be far better than our
fellow J2 peers.
even if it takes 1 more year.

k,
enough abt e lecture
will be hving loads of stuff gg on nxt wk
(approx in 1 hrs time)
ALOT of ODAC
2 tests (geog lithosphere n bio nt confirmed)
omtian lar.
i was plannin 2 put my heart n soul into scoring well for e 1st few tests
so as to hv a better impression
guess i nd 2 rly jiayou 4 this upcoming busy wk!
hahas.
bcos of my new passion for bb
i kept bugging mum 2 get me a basketball.
wahaha..
hope i'll be able to get 1 by end of nxt wk
so i can hv more trainings e wk after
when all my tests n e busy ODAC period is over!
woots!
cant wait!!
1 more shocking thing
i've been Absurdly
(tts absurdly wif a capital A)
elected as math rep.
omftian.
to be honest,
i wanted 2 be a class leader so i hv
at least sumthng more to write in my gc
but in my j1 class
there's a more suitable candidate
trust me, she's rly capable n competent.
so i decided 2 forget abt being one temporary.
hopefully after jae i can summon more courage
n nominate myself to be 1.
nominating myself has always been an extremely difficult task.
i juz dun hv e guts to.
hahas.
so im keeping my fingers crossed tt i can be more brave
in e time to come!

juz being random here.
I MISS 30/07!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i rly rly miss u guyz.
sobs.
'slaps myself back to reality

so then..
hope my long post helpd make up
4 e long time of anti-bloggin trend..
thnx 4 e encouragement again!
jiayou ppl!!! =)