I shouldn't love you,
but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you,
but I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop
Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's gettin' hard to
Be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

This emptiness is killin' me
I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Lookin' back I realize it was always there, just never spoken


suddenly wonder why these lyrics sounded so familiar
as if it was what i felt in e past
drenched in the pouring rain
it only makes me feel worse now