finally updating - -

v long nvr update blog le
sigh
supposed to be at work actually but o well...

work's boring
during dec still got student volunteers here to rly chat up the entire day
still remain in contact with them
amazingly i thought my social circle would expand because of my collegues
in the end it turns out that i'm rly closer to the volunteers and of course Kim=)
first half of the day was absolutely crazy
not that it was my fault
but huge relief that everything's settled down more or less... for now
left abt 6 wks before my contract ends here
will start looking for another job during feb
still contemplating if i shld only start work aft my birthday
working life rly sucks
the only gd thing abt it is the obvious: $
even so
pay sucks totally.
but yeah there are ppl much worse off
and who wld ever be lucky enough to work under a super flexible manager and an ultra-slack collegue?!
told mum i'll never play office politics
but like it or not
you'll be in it once you step into the company
it's so extreme until 'the walls have ears, hush'
sigh
i guess this is THE WORKING LIFE

it's been pretty rocky wif him
realized that long-term relationships are rly hard to maintain
i can now say for sure: HONEYMOON PERIOD'S OVER.
getting upset at each other seems to be the norm now for us
it would be rare if we can last a day without getting upset at each other
that's how bad it is now.
we proclaimed at the start that we'll last till marriage
but woah it's rly not that simple
there's... rly too many differences and clashes of interest
our thinking and mentality towards various issues are completely different
perhaps even like avatar vs human - -
we can't see eye to eye for 99.9% of the time
sometimes i feel that being friends is a far more wise decision...
and there's the problem of having a guy who's currently serving NS
never mind that we spend less time with each other
when he books out he's usually so tired
the mood...
plus now that i'm working
voila - even less time
because of all these, i realize
being independent is of utmost importance
he's never physically there when i'm sick or when i'm facing a crisis
and no, smses via hp does not help all the time.
sometimes when i expect something that normally guys would do and he does not fulfil it
i get really disappointed and think to myself
why can't he learn?
but yeah the bottom line is
BE INDEPENDENT
that's when you lessen the disappointment by a whole damn lot.
i guess i'm rly slow at learning that - -

3 of my student volunteers are coming on wed to visit me whoopee!
meeting up with the queen, the king and the prince lol
(so what am i? the royal pet toad? - -)
the prince is gg NS sooooon
so must meet up more haha
miss them loads
hopefully hopefully meeting up wif gina darling on sat for lunch=)
hvt catch up wif her for a long long time man
miss her too=)

gtg do a little work before knocking off in an hr's time
tata!


btw bro's joining NCC!!! Whee so happy for him=)
AND I GOT MY FIRST DEBIT CARD HURRAH!!!
restaurent promotions here i come=)