fri - NG JIANYANG!!!

WAHAHAHAHA....

met jy on fri (as u can see frm e title =p )

woots!

rly miss tt faggot sia

seems lyk we hvt met for a very very long time

but in actual fact it was juz last wk..

or maybe e wk b4..

hahas

but anyway

was rly hpy 2 see him n his gay partner jon tgt!

FINALLY jon gets 2 see n talk 2 jy since his return frm italy

here's a pic i took featuring the 2 GAY PARTNERS

(jy/jon will kill me if they know tt i posted this here.. but well

I DUN CARE! =P )

SO SWEET RITE???

just missed out e part of holding hands

LOL

so after gg round amk hub

we decided on fish n co.

ate fish n chips

YUMMY!!!

but only managed 2 eat lyk half of e fish n sum chips

dog aka jeremy who met us later GLADLY

*may i emphasise e word GLADLY

polished up e plate for me

PIANG LAR

another rubbish bin

he seemed so deprived of food lar!

damn funny

jon ar.. u nvr feed ur dog pedigree isit??

lols....

went back 2 sch 2 wait for yh

went 2 j8 2 watch STEP UP 2!!!

hahas

though i watched on youtube alrdy

e quality wasnt tt gd

most importantly

i didnt watch wif HIM

HAHA

anyway it was gd to watch it again

all e dance steps=W O W

totally cool sia!!!

after dinner (which i felt too full to eat so i juz watchd him eat)

we went HAAGEN DAZS!!!

OMG

it was totally HEAVEN

belgium choc + choc cookies (cant quite remember e name) + strawberry cheesecake

topped with hot choc fudge n caramel sauce

SO SWEET!!!!!!!!!

WAHAHAHAHA....

but yar think abt e calories...

though i did EARN an ice cream for all e hellish pe + pt sessions i went thru

eating tt was gaining at least twice of wat i burnt off

LOL

guess i gotta work out again nxt wk!

after savouring tt super sweet ice cream

super sweet yh walked me home =)

1st time tt a guy wld walk me home!!!

hahas...

rly felt so xin4 fu2 tt day =)

but yar

after all tt

i gtg chiong hmwk

GOT SO MUCH HMWK LAR!

siao...

2mrw still gt qing ming jie

muz wake up early go mt vernon

'sobs

shall go 'chiong hmwk'!

outing wif yh, kb n jy =)

no comments on my outing wif yh, kb n jy
except tt we had good food (OMG HK restaurent n BEN N JERRYS!)
n we had a gd time chatting (wish jon was there...)
beat that man!
hahas
but v sad
had to leave for piano lesson at 4 plus
sianz...
i originally wantd 2 stay until after dinner then go up 2 e top level of vivo
n watch e stars at nite (sounds so nice rite??)
but well
some other day bah...
o yar
we oso passed by sum wedding exhibition thing in vivo
OMG E GOWNS R SUPER NICE!!!!
nt tt i wanna get married or wat
but one of my past ambition was to be a
get this right.
WEDDING GOWN DESIGNER
dunno y...
but i was rly interested in designing gowns
loved daniel yam's gowns
always vowed tt i wld wear such a gown for prom
though im no princess
i juz wanna hv wat a normal girl alwys want
a cinderella night
as simple as that
but for now
reality is nt giving me such an opportunity yet
till then...
hahas.
anyway enuf of all e crap
here's some pics frm 2day!

sweets tt yh bought for us =p ARIGATOU!
random to e max. LOL

anyway

one more impt thing

i hinted my mum on my bgr thing

she was totally ok wif it

so i juz spilled everything

luckily she n dad was lyk

'we're ok.. juz as long as it doesnt affect ur studies'

so i juz nd 2 jiayou 4 my academic stuff

TIME MANAGEMENT!!!

hving chem tuition 2mrw

sianz...

till then...

=) im living life my way!

impt announcement

i finally talkd 2 most of my frens
including ry
cos at 1st quite scared she'll be upset or angry at me
hahas
turned out to be a false alarm
we'll still be frenz no matter wat happens de, dearest ry!
hahas

anyway
here's it.
im officially attached!
my very first bf: yh =)
but yar
its lyk sorta useless posting it here
cos ALMOST E WHOLE FREAKIN WORLD KNOWS
omg lar
dunno hw on earth it spread until so scary sia
HAHA
but i hope it can stop spreading
this kinda thing shld also hv a limit bah

kk..
as for hw it started
i can only say one thing
11 59 on my bdae!
HAHA
go figure =p

but anyway
now kb n jy is lyk eeww-ing me
dunno y lar!
HULLO
WE'RE NT EVEN SENDING MUSHY MESSAGES
siao lar the both of them
can't wait to see jon's rxn
i think he'll juz explode?! (quoted frm dear kb)

lots of things hppnd after jon left
this bgr thing n e most saddening thing
JY leaving for poly
in fact he alrdy left
omg
i n kb was damn sad lar
super super super reluctant to let him go
k no.. sounds wrong
but u get wat i mean rite?
e 4 of us ie me, kb, jy n jon
went thru SO MUCH TGT
being retained
being caught for playing cards
ponin
all of it sounds pretty negative
but frankly
tts when u know hu ur true frens are
so our frenship is rly very very strong
undescribable in words alone
an invisible bond linking all 4 of us tgt
but now
though jy left
we will always miss him
no1 2 shower me wif sarcarsm daily
no1 sitting at tt same table always chkin his phone
no1 playing cards wif us in sch (kidding.. we dun dare le!)
omg
i rly miss u jy!!!
haiz
but still
i guess u'll be happier in poly
so tts y me n kb will respect ur decision n
ultimately hope tt u do well in poly
though we'll miss u terribly
'sobs
but yar i really treasure u as a gd fren n hope e best for wateva u do in future
do keep in contact!

will blog again 2mrw.
so looking forward to sat =p
signing off! =)

I shouldn't love you,
but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you,
but I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop
Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's gettin' hard to
Be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

This emptiness is killin' me
I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Lookin' back I realize it was always there, just never spoken


suddenly wonder why these lyrics sounded so familiar
as if it was what i felt in e past
drenched in the pouring rain
it only makes me feel worse now

ITS D DAY!!!

1stly , big THANK U for those hu remembered my bdae!!!
too many ppl, but i know hu u r
yupz..
ARIGATOU!
love u ppl!!! =)

k..
now e story:
it was FINALLY the day
D DAY.
hahas
made it sound so big when in actual fact
its juz my bdae
LOL
anyway
thnx 2 tt sum1
i had a happy bdae!
haha..
cant say out e name yet
but yar
one thing sad was tt
1ST TIME GT SO MANY PPL PS ME!!!
'underline+highlight+bold'
seriously
since my bdae is always in e hols
i didnt hv any frens 2 celebrate wif me until sec sch
but WL
ytdy was ultimate SAD sia
jer, kb, my, zl, pl all my girl-frens
PS ME OF ALL DAYS
lols
quite unexpected leh
my idea of 18th bdae was supposed 2 be wif a group of my frens
go eat lunch n watch movie tgt
juz lyk any normal outing i had
but haiz
every1 was forced 2 get their priorties right
so yupz
i may seem angry
but deep down
i wld be thinking:
'jiayou jiayou! its ok de...'
hahas
cos i wld hv most prob done e same thing
ultimately, its studies tt is most impt=)

but though i felt sad
i oso felt SUPER HAPPY
ARIGATOU princess jer!
i think u gave me e best bdae present?!
LOL
its nt ok 2 say now
so...
i'll keep in mind first?
HAHA
for me
it was lyk a MIRACLE
though my blog's name is miracles do happen in my world
i rly didn't expect it to rly hppn 2 me!
tt idea was totally absurd
totally impossible
totally hard-to-believe
but after confirming
i felt rly surprised
RLY HAPPY
haiz
4get it
i can nvr describe e feeling accurately in words
but guess u sorta know wat i mean?
hahas
still abit scared when i woke up in e morning tt it was nth but a dream
whr's e 真实感 man??

anyway
here's sum pics of ytdy!


bdae present frm sum1... LOL
cant reveal e name yet!

woah! tts wat MY saw rite? hahahas...

1st time im in vivo cinema

YES I KNOW IM FREAKING DEPRIVED!!!

my bdae cake!

me n e cake!
me n my cake AGAIN


wahahaha...

so cool lar

e cake had a biscuit base

but its SUPER SWEET

almost lyk e tiramisu cake tt my cedar frens bought for me

SUPER SWEET

haiz

nt tt i hate eating cakes

but i rly dun lyk cakes tt r too sweet

HAHA

but well

i appreciate e cake

or rather

BOTH CAKES

lols...

march hols ending liao

'sobs

i still gt my pile of incomplete hmwk

shit man

shall go chiong my hmwk now

tata!

presents frm my kor!

wah!!!
kor so nice lar
gave me my bdae present 2day =)
hahas
thnx kor!
i will definitely jiayou de!
GAMBATTE!!!
一百分的猴子！！！ original form...
MONKEY GIFT 1
MONKEY GIFT 2

damn funny lar!
both gifts gt smth 2 do wif monkey
but tts cos i gt 2 know my kor better thru 'bull fighting'
hahas
ARIGATOU KOR KOR!!!
wish u all e best for ur studies ! =p



1 more day to D DAY!!!

COUNTING DOWN 2 D DAY!!! =P

2 more days!!!!!! =)

my bdae presents frm nu er, keet n pok!

this is frm my nu er, candice darling. OMG. she tell me use this 2 go SEDUCE her future daddy. wth lar?! LOLS. dad says i gt nth 2 show anyway. which is a fact, frankly speaking. XD

necklace frm keet n pok. SO SWEET! =)

earrings tt came tgt wif e necklace. OMG lar. i feel so paiseh. muz hv been quite ex. THNX ALOT KEET N POK! =)

went out to eat dinner wif nu er candice, keet n pok

damn long nvr see them liao (i see keet almost everyday in sch, so NA)

we ate at ajisen

ordered crayfish
YUMMMY!!!!!!

haha...

then keet n pok brought e tiramisu cake

wif candles on it

i felt rly happy sia =)

HAO XIN FU !!!!

so fortunate 2 hv such gd frens arnd

hahas

miss cedar lots...

mooncake's bdae in abt 30 mins time!

HAPPY BDAE MOONCAKE!!!

wahahaha.... =p

d day's coming in 2 days 30 mins time..

WAHAHAHAHA!!!

counting down.... =)

NYAA CAMP MYSTERY!!!

WOOTS!
nyaa camp finally over
hahas
spent 3D2N wif ODAC n yh, jess, ml, yr n reuben
being in e log comm was a gd experiance
learnt alot frm gina darl
abt how xin ku n tiring e job can be
without her
i think i wld hv screwed up e entire log stuff
THANX ALOT DARL!!
next up: AJYJ xchange prog
this time in admin comm
n hopefully can work wif sum J1s
plus expose myself to admin stuff
btw if u guyz wanna see photos i took during e camp
go 2 my frenster acct
yupz
but its nt rly alot though
hahas

muz go chiong hmwk liao
there's loads to complete b4 i can rly enjoy myself
D DAY'S CUMING!!!!! =)


i miss my EC...

......

haiz
gg 2 see e p n ms siau later liao
tgt wif e 2 Js and kb

dunno y im in so much trouble this yr
well
the chi horoscope did say e horse yr's gonna hv a bad yr now
but i suppose u cant put tt as a reason
ITS ALL MY FAULT
if i hadnt played cards at all
all these wouldnt hv happened
my record will be 'clean n green'
juz lyk all along
hahas
wish time could turn back

anyway
im super busy rite now
wif nyaa camp cuming up
there's loads of log 2 prepare
n e's nt rly helping?!
hell
i can try being independent =)
dun nd his help
wahahaha
girls rawk!
hehehehe

so till then
tata!

P.S i got new EC!!! no guessing thnk u. =)