no more com for me!

time to get my priorties right
no more com for me
at least until my piano exam is over
so ppl hu wanna talk 2 me
sms me or
juz talk 2 me in sch!
but i'll be online for PW though.
haha.
cheers. =)

RC OUTING!!!! <3

hey ppl!
woohoo!
our outing was cool sia..
went to eat pepper lunch (omtian, again!)
another $10 gone.
then we walked arnd
n we met up wif shitien, melvin n yanru
they went for lunch
while...
we went for ICE-CREAM!
ahhhh....
im gg 2 gain weight soon le.. =(

then cum e best part.
we were debating whether to watch 'dead silence'
or 'hairspray'
bryan n ts were trying to persuade us to watch dead silence wif them
piang
i so easily freaked out
even in day time
dead silence as a horror movie is a definite no-no sia.
they say im frm odac
so i shld be more brave
pls lar!
odac is one thing.
being strong spiritually is another thing!
esp now 7th month..
brr...
dun wanna take e risk sia.
IM NOT CHICKEN!!!

but anyways,
glad tt i chose hairspray
HAIRSPRAY SO RAWKZ SIA!!!!!
5stars!!!!!!
ZAC EFRON IS SO SHUAI!!!!!
my new idol. =)
e show was really nice
it was rather light-heartening
made all of us laugh lyk siao
clarence say i noisy
but hey,
e show's funny!
dun i hv e right to laugh at my own will?
kk
nvm
back to e topic.

when our grp all came out frm e show,
we were all laughing n saying wow.
this show so rawkz.
n get this right.
when e 'dead silence' ppl came out,
they were DEAD SILENT!!
OMTIAN
lmao!!!
all freaked out
esp bryan
hu was also e same person hu said to me
'PG only wat'
'only have some disturbing scenes'
lols
n he said he was freaked out by e show!
see the irony?!
thnk god i didnt watch dead silence sia.

but anyway ppl,
if u wanna catch a movie,
go see
HAIRSPRAY*****
its really funny.
really.
n girls, zac efron looks really shuai!
kk
official le.
my 2 idols now are SHAWN n ZAC EFRON!
haha..=D

back to e mugging state. =(
so lookin forward to after promos.
i wanna go for another outing!!!
shama lar! =p
till then..
haiz.. =(

crappin' again..

hurray!
im gg out 2mrw!
our very 1st reach cambridge outing!!!
lols
quite sad though cos not every1 can make it =(
boohoo..

IM SO HAPPY TT SHAWN WON!!!!!!!!!!
lols..
i went quite siao esp when they announced shawn is the winner.
haha..
how feng can i be sia..
gg gaga over a boy 4yrs my junior..
but hey!
HE'S DAMN CUTE! =p

also congrats to keely!
*if not sum1 say i bias sia.. o.O
she's damn pro man...
went thru e whole journey..
its not easy at all..
n of course,
she's extremely CHIO!
nope, im not jealous!
cum on, i'll never be jealous cos of sum1's looks!
only immature ppl will think tt way.
hahas!
im zi-kua ing myself again
talkin crap.

cleared sum hmwk tt was rather urgent.
went berserk over EOM draft 3
omtian.
wanted to tear e paper le..
but..
'dun get angry, get wise!'
as quoted frm a bai-chi!
lols
hope he doesnt read this! =p
so tt leaves studying for bio spa n completing math
plus revision
omtian
no way i can take piano exam le
though its lyk in 9 days n counting!!
i think im juz gonna hv 2 give up.
really sorry, gina.
but i can't.
im admitting defeat le.

so looking forward to 2mrw!
hope we guyz hv fun!
then its back to the MUGGING state.

can't wait for november..
wanna get this done and over with..
get promoted can le.. =)
is tt too much to ask of me?!

ahhhhhh!!!!!!!

omtian!!! keely's quite chio!!! SHAWN IS DAMN CUTE!!!!!!!!!! ha.. next time my bro muz either be as cute or cuter than him.. haha! e 2 shawns!! =p here's some pics of campus superstar ppl!! =)

more photos!

more photos!

scenery photos!

photos!

shitien, me n sabrina!

me n sarah! =p

small grp photo at genzyme!!!

PUNTING!!!! OMTIAN... SO LOVE PUNTING...

grp photo at botanical gardens!!! love e scenery there!!!

IM BAAAACCCCCKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

omtian
im back le
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
I WANNA STAY AT CAMBRIDGE!!!!!!
life there was lyk heaven
after lessons (which was interesting n very slack) was juz
FUN
FUN
and
FUN
all that SHOPPING!!
enjoyed myself thoroughly there
hahas
i miss cam le!!!
='(

bought loads of stuff..
dad n mum didn't scold me for spending too much
though they laughed when they saw
e 8 packets of instant pasta i brought back frm cam
=p
they said i was siao
lol
i think i didnt buy enuf souvieners though
piang

but at cam i gain lots of extra knowledge
lots of new frens *shama!
n of course
a NEW dawn
yupz
jy dun faint if u see tt i changed hor
hmm..
but overall
e new me's much better
n hopefully
now i hv matured
into a more sensible person
yupz

so see u guyz in sch!
hopefully can hv a cambridge gang outing after promos
haha
SHAMA!!!

i so miss cambridge...

o my.. its sat already!!!

dear me
its sat liao
die lar
hvnt studied for bio test
piang
I DUN WANNA FAIL!!!
no way
shall chiong on e plane

o i bought LOADS of stuff man
u wun believe it
all e things tt i bought
damn scared not enuf space in my luggage
my food has already taken up 3/4 of my luggage capacity
time for odac action!
tryin desperately to flatten my clothes
n rolled some of them up too
haha
odac really taught me lots of stuff i nvr knew

im finally known as a shopping queen
i spent abt hmmm
300£ liao?!
yupz
if im not wrong
or maybe more
piang
dad n mum's gonna kill me
bought alot of tops n a dress n a HAT!!
omtian..
SO LOVE TT HAT
of course i oso bought souvenirs for my family
tea leaves n coffee
slurp!
bought chocs too!!!
lucky for ts
otherwise i would hv oversplurged again

1 more interesting thing
i went PUNTING!!!!
lyk finally
i've always wanted to go punting since day 1
SO FUN!!!
i hv a video of me trying to row e boat
COOL sia
n when i was on e boat,
i immediately thot of kayaking
piang
i really miss kayaking

last thing
jy u might want to know
i finally encountered sum1 hu kept my temper in control for a full whole day
wonder how he did it
but anyway
it's still a miracle
WHOPEE!
im not trying to be demure
but juz be an ordinary girl
no worries
except tt when i get back
i need 2 settle sum matters wif a matured mindset
hope things turn out well n smooth!
o n don't look shock if u see photos of me in a dress..
cos i'm wearing for formal wear 2mrw!
gtg eat dinner b4 playing tennis wif ts le..
c u guyz soon!!!

enjoying my last few days in cambridge..=(

finally a NEW post!!

yo ppl
miss u guyz lotz!
im counting down e days of
1) seeing u ppl again!!!
2) dooms day *omtian all e hmwk n tests?!
3) leaving cambridge =(

piang
damn sad lar
SO MUCH HMWK
really scared can't catch up

anyway,
2day, im doin on breast cancer genetics
hurray!
finally sumthing tt im interested in
since its part of my future research field
unlike ytdy's lec which was a lot on PHYSICS
omtian
i wanted 2 shout
hullo.. im a bio student
not PHYSICS
wateva quantum theory doesnt apply to me
its ALIEN to me!
hahas
nearly fell asleep on lec again
seems lyk i always hv tt habit
lol

e trip to london was lyk total waste of money
RJ paid for e same amt n they had a double deck open view bus
they went to e london eye n big bang n went shoppin
N THEY BOUGHT SHOES FOR 5 PUNDS EACH!!!
OMTIAN
pathetic me
im so gonna go on a shopping spree this sat (our free day!)
bought gifts for mum,shawn,grandparents,wr,zl,pl so far
haha
will still buy on sat for e rest of e class n odac ppl!
gosh
i think i really missed out a lot on odac
=(

i took loads of pics but
i will be needing ch's com which is lyk being passed arnd by e girls
lol
btw i seen ch's gf
hmm
i find her ok
looks still ok
not yet to chio bu standard
shen cai damn good sia
haha
go imagine

o 1 last thing
their instant noodle rawkz sia
esp ham n cheese flavour!!!
damn nice.
i shall buy back at least 8 bowls
o n i bought microwaveable spaghetti n dunno-wat-meat-is-tt which comes with mash potato
yum
we'll be lookin out on Aug 12 for meteor shower n hvin an outdoor picnic (we bought PIZZA!)

things r gg quite well
except for sumthing which er i cant confirm
hmm
hopefully things will turn out alright!
gtg le!
tada! =)

*missing u guyz lotz...

1st part emo-ing, then back 2 reality

heys..
hvnt been updating my blog lately
hahas
was quite BUSY for e past 2 (or 3?) days

omtian
i've suddenly became SO ACTIVE here
played frisbee, tennis and 'pepsi cola' during the evenings
in other words
i've been SLACKING
had lessons yesterday on proteomics
omtian
it was ALIEN
except for e intro part (amino acids stuff)
piang
i hvnt been startin on e proj tt we r supposed 2 complete by e 2nd last day
which is lyk 8 days away?!
dear me..

despite the active schedule here
i also had a quiet moment by the pond to sit down n reflect
yeah
so-called reflect
it became emo-ing
i thot back 2 e past events tt happened before i left
really
really
i felt ALONE
all of a sudden
i couldnt control my emotions
wanted 2 just cry
but i couldnt
cos ch n gang were nearby
dun want them 2 think i was weak little dawn
ha
sounds retard

lookin at wr's blog made me even worse
sorry
but it did
thinking of myself being potrayed as sum1, sumthing else
was really unbearable
IM NOT WHAT U THINK I AM
y do ppl see as if i started it?
it was juz a misunderstanding
there were sum qns tt also made me a victim
made me wanna cry
but no
no-one was there for me
great
i've been looked upon as a BAD GURL
no more innocent dawn
its e devil who's here to take over
i think it would be rather unfair if i juz blurt out tt sumthing tt happened
in addition to wat u ppl know
so i think i'll juz try to 4get abt it
though i really felt tt i was insulted
seriously insulted

ok
no more emo-ing le
back to reality
im now in cambridge
which gives me (n tt 2 ppl n every1 else) plenty of time 2 4get abt it
pls
dun ever give me a look tt's pitiful
u dun know wat im gg thru right now
im determined 2 4get everything
so help me erase tt awful past tt happened
im not as bad as u think i am

but at least getting myself busy wun let me think abt him
i can temporary 4get abt him
slowly
i believe i can 4get everything
i will be able to let him go
face it, girl
u can never hold onto him
so juz let go.

ok emo finish le
gtg
back to e cheerful dawn! =)
miss u guyz loads!!!

my room in CAM!!!

ok first the pics!!!

today was a great day

we had a morning lecture

which was basically not of interest for me

cos it was on astrology

abt dust particles.

boo.

was really bored to tears.

then we were introduced 2 our tutor.

ok this part's interesting!

its...

ANOTHER DAWN!!!

lols

how interestin

hahas..

she was really nice

we had choc muffins n water DURING lesson

no offence but

CAN WE BE LIKE THEM??

hvin food n drinks is really really cool
moe shld try to implement sia
lols

ok.. up next

our trip 2 cambridge town again!!!

we visited the king's chapel

muz agree tt its really huge n grand

n we walked arn e town (supposedly small)

for abt 3hrs!!!

wow

my legs were aching

lols

then when we got back

we were pretty bored

so after dinner

we went for a walk

damn shiok

cos it aids digestion

n

we got to enjoy nature

so we walked arn e campus

a nature walk really

haha

then we played frisbee

damn fun sia

nvr really had this kind of fun for damn long

lols

ch was displaying 'counciller' qualities

tryin 2 be enthu n all

geng yuan was hurt

BY MISS WILLIAMS!!!

lol

but dun worry

he was not disfigured

lols

after tt, guess where we went?

THE BAR!!!

haha..

no alcohol though

but e spirited water was damn bitter

bleh..

made lots of new frens today =)

hahas

really happy

im chillin!! =p

more updates 2mrw!

miss u guyz lotz..

*omtian.. at this rate i no need study le.. lols.. n im feeding cows 2mrw.. =p