madly madly madly
well tell me that you need me (to not be angry wif you anymore)
show me I'm the only (one making you miserable and sad) and thats all i need to know.

madly madly madly
well if you really love me,
when you see me leavin' (getting angry) baby, just let me go ( and get angry at you)

man i've been hardworking today hehe
shall take e nite off then!

gina darling
it was great meeting u today=)
happy tt u like e gift
dun overwork urself k?
hope to cya soon
take care!

revision 2mrw wif darl
sian
haiz

15 more days to D-DAY!!!=)
is tt supposed to be a gd thing or bad thing?
i wonder.


madly madly madly
well tell me that you need me
show me I'm the only and that's all i need to know

madly madly madly
well if you really love me,
when you see me leavin'
baby, just let me go

i wanna watch
he's just not that into you=)
marley and me
race to witch mountain
transformers 2

i want to have
one more bag!
a decent wallet so i'll stop losing my cards- -
queen of babble gets hitched!
one more comb ROFL
a talent for studying(yeah i totally nd)

i want to be
overall, a better person
ME=)

am hoping d day's gonna be fun this yr=p

5 Love Languages

http://www.greaterquest.com/LoveLanguages.asp

Score
Love Language
4 - Words of Affirmation
4 - Quality Time
7 - Receiving of Gifts
8 - Acts of Service
7 - Physical Touch

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Your highest score indicates your primary love language. Your second highest score indicates your secondary love language. If two scores are identical, you are bilingual (you have two primary love languages). If the scores of your primary and your secondary language are close (for example, 10 & 9 respectfully), it indicates both are important to you. Whatever a significant other does to express love in either of these languages will get emotional points with you. The highest possible score for any language is 12.

i'm not sure
of everything
lost
confused
seems like i cant grasp hold of anything afterall

tt old feeling's
kinda long gone
dunno why
maybe it's just me
maybe i'm jus reading too much into everything

i know
people say we have to learn how to be strong
to let things go
but it isn't as simple
as i would have thought months ago

i know
people say get your priorities right
yeah i'm trying
i want to place studies as top priority
but somehow
my actions prove otherwise

i want to break out of this emotional circle
i'm tired
the past - it was sweet and innocent
the present - filled with disappointment half the time
the future - i'm not sure anymore

though i try to imagine life differently
i see nothing
except loneliness
perhaps i've gotten used to life wif you around
perhaps now you have become a part of me
that no matter wad happens
you'll still exist in me

a person of countless, if not, many flaws
it's been a miracle that many people accepted me
despite seeing the ugly side of me
despite knowing that i'm unbeautiful
despite knowing that i'm imperfect
thank you so much for tolerating me
-in the process of trying to mature-

still
i'll try to live everyday with a smile
sometimes it may seem difficult
but i know i'll be able to achieve it
with your help=)

P R O M I S C O M I N G ! ! !

1 long post coming real soon...
PROM!
will include photos of the hopefully-gorgeous-perfect me on tt big day=)
counting down...
5 days to 3 dec

blogged; updated

yes yes
im FINALLY updating - -
man super lazy sia soooo long nvr update le hehe
ps...

k 1st n most important news headline
IM PROMOTED
yes i am.
FINALLY too.
ROFL
3h2 1h1 pass
but results not up to expectations esp chem =((
haiz
tt was a huge disappointment
cried alot on results day
thnx to mrs tan, darl, kor, gina darl n all others who encouraged me n make me smile at e end of e day =) hugs

but but but......
im super super worried for nxt yr la
A's leh!
e huge major exam in a yr's (counting down...) time
im so not prepared
im not even a mugger
though most ppl think i am
haiz
plus darl's gg NS sooooon
either dec or nxt yr jan
SAD
but i guess when he's free during e wkend shall bug him for tuition hehe
tuition for math n bio =)
nxt yr mrs tan's hving bb season n his excellency's hving SYF
in term 2
busy busy
as for me
i've got no more cca
so i'll be free-er than them
but yeah thr's disadvantages to tt despite hving more time

my job so far is still e on-and-off flyer distribution one
i did submit my resume to a job agency tt my cousin introduced me to
gg for interview this fri
NERVOUS SIA
but my ideal job currently wld be e gift-wrapping one at robinsons
i cld always learn a new skill
esp in gift-wrapping since i always suck at this kinda stuff
LOL
tts y most of my presents to frens are always wrapped by mum =(
yeah no sincerity...
but im determined this time to learn it well =)
besides, mrs tan oso doesn't mind this job
it'll be fun!

prom's coming up!
though its not rly my prom but...
well...
darl's thr
plus all my j2 frens are thr too
will rly miss them when they're gone nxt yr =(
anyways
won't be wearing anything new
not allowed to buy a new dress until nxt yr's prom - -
so ppl hu know me in cedar you'll know wad im gonna wear le
but i'll be getting new jewellery and new bag
and hair styling + make-up
AND im not wearing specs
will be trying out contacts
hehe finally sia!
will get to see darl in long sleeve shirt too =p
psst... i hv a fetish for guys wearing long sleeve shirts - -''' silly me
but tt'll be only in dec so wait till then for e photos! =)

recent addiction:
PERFECT WORLD
but today sucks la
got stuck in a quest
then com v v lag - -
sian
but i recommend this game to ppl hu's not studying for A's haha
trying to ignore the goat and his excellency's suan-ing abt perfect toads and ikan bilis
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hsm3 anyone? *i know its childish n immature but so am i =p
tata!