Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it, you're frozen
But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking i'm going crazy
But I don't care what they said
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That i keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep,keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet i know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling
But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe
And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see
Monday, February 18, 2008
Sunday, February 17, 2008
JUMPER!!!!
such a fun day 2day!
went for chem tuition
(ok..tts nt e fun part duh...)
then met jy at e bus stop
waited 4 yh n my
kb was late
so we went 2 kfc
1st time eating a zinger!
wahahaha..
i sound so deprived man
after tt was JUMPER!!!
WOOTS!!!
so damn cool lar!
he can 'jump' frm places 2 places
wtshit
imagine during ur break can jump home
or jump 2 sum country
jump 2 ANYWHERE
piang.
I WANT TO BE A JUMPER!
or.. lyk in e show..
hv a jumper BF
wtf.
tt wld be so great sia.
rome lookd damn nice!!!
muz go there when i hv e $
hehehe..
yh said e actors damn lucky
get to travel arnd lar!
N THEY R FREAKIN PAID!
unfair.
will be rather free e nxt whole wk
cos mon practically no tutorial
tues hol
wed-fri ORIENTATION 2
piang.
sianz...
now we r lyk super super slack
of course
sumtimes oso gt 2 chiong hmwk lar
n nw we oso more stressed...
haiz
muz jiayou
mum oso complaining i nowadays quite slack
gg out too often
(hey.. i didnt go out last mnth lar!)
hahas
anyway
jump back
nw muz rly jiayou 4 nxt term. =)
tata!
*jumps to rome
went for chem tuition
(ok..tts nt e fun part duh...)
then met jy at e bus stop
waited 4 yh n my
kb was late
so we went 2 kfc
1st time eating a zinger!
wahahaha..
i sound so deprived man
after tt was JUMPER!!!
WOOTS!!!
so damn cool lar!
he can 'jump' frm places 2 places
wtshit
imagine during ur break can jump home
or jump 2 sum country
jump 2 ANYWHERE
piang.
I WANT TO BE A JUMPER!
or.. lyk in e show..
hv a jumper BF
wtf.
tt wld be so great sia.
rome lookd damn nice!!!
muz go there when i hv e $
hehehe..
yh said e actors damn lucky
get to travel arnd lar!
N THEY R FREAKIN PAID!
unfair.
will be rather free e nxt whole wk
cos mon practically no tutorial
tues hol
wed-fri ORIENTATION 2
piang.
sianz...
now we r lyk super super slack
of course
sumtimes oso gt 2 chiong hmwk lar
n nw we oso more stressed...
haiz
muz jiayou
mum oso complaining i nowadays quite slack
gg out too often
(hey.. i didnt go out last mnth lar!)
hahas
anyway
jump back
nw muz rly jiayou 4 nxt term. =)
tata!
*jumps to rome
Friday, February 15, 2008
cross ctry!
woots!
i rly tried my best 2day liao
thnk god i didnt drop dead sia
lols
results nt out yet
hopefully can be in top 20
hahas!
o.. n 1408 won 2nd place
wahahah!
so hpy!!!
hehe..
2day laugh too much liao
v tired
will blog more nxt time =)
i rly tried my best 2day liao
thnk god i didnt drop dead sia
lols
results nt out yet
hopefully can be in top 20
hahas!
o.. n 1408 won 2nd place
wahahah!
so hpy!!!
hehe..
2day laugh too much liao
v tired
will blog more nxt time =)
Thursday, February 14, 2008
FRENSHIP/ V DAY
WOOTS!
FRENSHIP/ V DAY!!!
hehehe...
spent a lot of time for 'preparing' v day
basically
juz gettin presents
hahas
went shoppin wif kb at ps on tues
then ytdy nite,
spent almost e whole nite wrappin up e presents
slept at arnd 12 plus
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
gave wr, zl, pl, kb, my, jy, jon (jy n jon is me n kb share de)
eug, yh, gina, kor kor, dx, ry, zy, keet, yr
rly sry 2 e rest of e ppl hu gave me bt i didnt give back
psps!
i'll get more nxt yr?
hahas
will try uploadin pics of e gifts tt i gave n received
(i love my wrapping!!!)
o yar
i received an anonymous pink rose frm sum1
e red one was frm candice
e other one 'a friend'
i was lyk wth?
hu on earth so wu liao one
mr/ms 'a friend'
can tell me hu u r if u hppnd 2 read this?
thnx a lot!
gtg mug 4 bio le
hahas
tata!
HAPPY FRENSHIP/ V DAY 2 ALL OF U!!! <3
FRENSHIP/ V DAY!!!
hehehe...
spent a lot of time for 'preparing' v day
basically
juz gettin presents
hahas
went shoppin wif kb at ps on tues
then ytdy nite,
spent almost e whole nite wrappin up e presents
slept at arnd 12 plus
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
gave wr, zl, pl, kb, my, jy, jon (jy n jon is me n kb share de)
eug, yh, gina, kor kor, dx, ry, zy, keet, yr
rly sry 2 e rest of e ppl hu gave me bt i didnt give back
psps!
i'll get more nxt yr?
hahas
will try uploadin pics of e gifts tt i gave n received
(i love my wrapping!!!)
o yar
i received an anonymous pink rose frm sum1
e red one was frm candice
e other one 'a friend'
i was lyk wth?
hu on earth so wu liao one
mr/ms 'a friend'
can tell me hu u r if u hppnd 2 read this?
thnx a lot!
gtg mug 4 bio le
hahas
tata!
HAPPY FRENSHIP/ V DAY 2 ALL OF U!!! <3
Monday, February 11, 2008
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
WAHAHAA....I'M LOVING MYSELF!!!!
HEY PPL!!!
I'VE GOT A NEW HAIRSTYLE!!!
omtian...
zi lian...
for e 1st time?!
i so LOVE my hair now.
guess i dun hv 2 put a pic of me here
since im gg sch 2mrw.
get ready 2 comment ppl!
hehehe...
*secretly hoping for gd comments
actually
i was kinda hoping for hebe's hairstyle in
dou niu yao bu yao
as in e short hair version
then 2day when mum brought me 2 e hairstylist
i told him e length of how short i wantd it 2 be
(not exactly short lar.. but u know wat i mean)
n he said he'll give me a new hairstyle
ok...
then after he was done
i was lyk OMTIAN
it was exactly wat i wantd!!!
ok lar
im nt hebe
of course i wun look as nice as her
but i rly rly lykd tt hairstyle
n so far mum thinks i look great in short hair
except for e time i lookd exploded in tt ez link card photo
damn tt $10 hairstylist n e cameraman.
so looking forward 2 2mrw! =)
I'VE GOT A NEW HAIRSTYLE!!!
omtian...
zi lian...
for e 1st time?!
i so LOVE my hair now.
guess i dun hv 2 put a pic of me here
since im gg sch 2mrw.
get ready 2 comment ppl!
hehehe...
*secretly hoping for gd comments
actually
i was kinda hoping for hebe's hairstyle in
dou niu yao bu yao
as in e short hair version
then 2day when mum brought me 2 e hairstylist
i told him e length of how short i wantd it 2 be
(not exactly short lar.. but u know wat i mean)
n he said he'll give me a new hairstyle
ok...
then after he was done
i was lyk OMTIAN
it was exactly wat i wantd!!!
ok lar
im nt hebe
of course i wun look as nice as her
but i rly rly lykd tt hairstyle
n so far mum thinks i look great in short hair
except for e time i lookd exploded in tt ez link card photo
damn tt $10 hairstylist n e cameraman.
so looking forward 2 2mrw! =)
Sunday, January 20, 2008
LONG TIME NO BLOG
NOTE: i finished studyin geog, tts y i can blog now. i didnt slack! =p
OMTIAN
im so sry!!!
psps
this blog is lyk so freakin dead
outdated.
wateva u call it.
e passion for bloggin lyk dying down liao.
hahas.
but hmm
at least i found a new one!
BASKETBALL!!!
how does tt sound?
let me know thru e tagboard =)
anyway, muz rly thank coach tai aka khui pisang 4 givin me lessons on bb.
ARIGATOU!
i know alot of ppl are concerned abt me
ever since e 'staying back' thing came abt.
so yar, ppl,
thnx 4 ur concern =)
rly appreciate all of yall.
love u ppl !!
how shld i put it..
i think my mind has sumwat overcomed this barrier
but of course
no one is perfect
i admit
there r times whereby i juz start stone-ing
n ask myself
'y m i in this feels-pathetic-but-not-rly state?'
sounds lyk i hvt rly gotten over e setback
in fact
this can be considered my greatest setback so far
its rly hard to keep hvin an optimistic view
rly difficult to keep up tt false pretense wif ppl hu think
'omg, u're a RETAINEE'
tts rite.
i'm one.
but tt doesnt mean im of a lower intellectual level than them.
i rly hope ppl can stop tt 'traditional' way of thinking.
cos tt rly breaks my self-confidence.
and not to mention
e other fellow peers in e same state as me.
in a nutshell,
be more sensitive.
its time tt ppl shld learn e true meaning of RESPECT.
nevertheless,
we'll also try our very best to gain this respect tt we deserve.
after all,
our A lvl's results may prove to be far better than our
fellow J2 peers.
even if it takes 1 more year.
k,
enough abt e lecture
will be hving loads of stuff gg on nxt wk
(approx in 1 hrs time)
ALOT of ODAC
2 tests (geog lithosphere n bio nt confirmed)
omtian lar.
i was plannin 2 put my heart n soul into scoring well for e 1st few tests
so as to hv a better impression
guess i nd 2 rly jiayou 4 this upcoming busy wk!
hahas.
bcos of my new passion for bb
i kept bugging mum 2 get me a basketball.
wahaha..
hope i'll be able to get 1 by end of nxt wk
so i can hv more trainings e wk after
when all my tests n e busy ODAC period is over!
woots!
cant wait!!
1 more shocking thing
i've been Absurdly
(tts absurdly wif a capital A)
elected as math rep.
omftian.
to be honest,
i wanted 2 be a class leader so i hv
at least sumthng more to write in my gc
but in my j1 class
there's a more suitable candidate
trust me, she's rly capable n competent.
so i decided 2 forget abt being one temporary.
hopefully after jae i can summon more courage
n nominate myself to be 1.
nominating myself has always been an extremely difficult task.
i juz dun hv e guts to.
hahas.
so im keeping my fingers crossed tt i can be more brave
in e time to come!
juz being random here.
I MISS 30/07!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i rly rly miss u guyz.
sobs.
'slaps myself back to reality
so then..
hope my long post helpd make up
4 e long time of anti-bloggin trend..
thnx 4 e encouragement again!
jiayou ppl!!! =)
OMTIAN
im so sry!!!
psps
this blog is lyk so freakin dead
outdated.
wateva u call it.
e passion for bloggin lyk dying down liao.
hahas.
but hmm
at least i found a new one!
BASKETBALL!!!
how does tt sound?
let me know thru e tagboard =)
anyway, muz rly thank coach tai aka khui pisang 4 givin me lessons on bb.
ARIGATOU!
i know alot of ppl are concerned abt me
ever since e 'staying back' thing came abt.
so yar, ppl,
thnx 4 ur concern =)
rly appreciate all of yall.
love u ppl !!
how shld i put it..
i think my mind has sumwat overcomed this barrier
but of course
no one is perfect
i admit
there r times whereby i juz start stone-ing
n ask myself
'y m i in this feels-pathetic-but-not-rly state?'
sounds lyk i hvt rly gotten over e setback
in fact
this can be considered my greatest setback so far
its rly hard to keep hvin an optimistic view
rly difficult to keep up tt false pretense wif ppl hu think
'omg, u're a RETAINEE'
tts rite.
i'm one.
but tt doesnt mean im of a lower intellectual level than them.
i rly hope ppl can stop tt 'traditional' way of thinking.
cos tt rly breaks my self-confidence.
and not to mention
e other fellow peers in e same state as me.
in a nutshell,
be more sensitive.
its time tt ppl shld learn e true meaning of RESPECT.
nevertheless,
we'll also try our very best to gain this respect tt we deserve.
after all,
our A lvl's results may prove to be far better than our
fellow J2 peers.
even if it takes 1 more year.
k,
enough abt e lecture
will be hving loads of stuff gg on nxt wk
(approx in 1 hrs time)
ALOT of ODAC
2 tests (geog lithosphere n bio nt confirmed)
omtian lar.
i was plannin 2 put my heart n soul into scoring well for e 1st few tests
so as to hv a better impression
guess i nd 2 rly jiayou 4 this upcoming busy wk!
hahas.
bcos of my new passion for bb
i kept bugging mum 2 get me a basketball.
wahaha..
hope i'll be able to get 1 by end of nxt wk
so i can hv more trainings e wk after
when all my tests n e busy ODAC period is over!
woots!
cant wait!!
1 more shocking thing
i've been Absurdly
(tts absurdly wif a capital A)
elected as math rep.
omftian.
to be honest,
i wanted 2 be a class leader so i hv
at least sumthng more to write in my gc
but in my j1 class
there's a more suitable candidate
trust me, she's rly capable n competent.
so i decided 2 forget abt being one temporary.
hopefully after jae i can summon more courage
n nominate myself to be 1.
nominating myself has always been an extremely difficult task.
i juz dun hv e guts to.
hahas.
so im keeping my fingers crossed tt i can be more brave
in e time to come!
juz being random here.
I MISS 30/07!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i rly rly miss u guyz.
sobs.
'slaps myself back to reality
so then..
hope my long post helpd make up
4 e long time of anti-bloggin trend..
thnx 4 e encouragement again!
jiayou ppl!!! =)
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